free

Take loose of the stigma and act accordingly, but only for a short time longer. The life plans are kept secret inside and are for nobody's ears but yours and mine. Take the seeds and let them feed from rays of light until they bloom with colors bright. Take loose of the stigma that was planted inside by someone other than yourself and watch it tear off in search of another person to latch on to. Take the bag of rocks and put it down. On top of the bag lay your gloves. After a few seconds, when habit wants you to put those gloves back on, just stop and look at the bag your past; appreciate it, then move on. That portion is now gone forever so you are now free to persue other endeavors.

expectation zone

Often our expectations meet with reality and we find these two ideals to be completely opposite of one another. We sometimes forget that the inner utopian existence must always remain on the inside far removed from the exterior. If you strike gold and have a feeling that what you are experiencing right now resembles that of the utopian spectacle, then you must keep that feeling to yourself and never tell a soul. This must be done because it is impossible to show the elation of a dream fulfilled. Expectations and realities are two different concepts. Why? Because expectations cannot include the feelings, reasonings, and plausabilities that must preclude any realization because before any realization can be made it must be done in a specific context and in a specific situation. One never knows the things leading up to the utopian existence because people think too much in the end capacity while paying little attention to the required details. All the flavor is in the details. The details are in reality while expectations focus more on the result. There is a hell of a lot of space inbetween these two very different concepts which leave the depression door ajar so we can slither inside; to be free of reality in the expectation zone.