acting abyss

The explanations we seek do not lie within the bounds of social experience and reality; for this is a playground where answers that are real and true; as true as can be at any one time, cannot be found without giving regard to all those who stand to profit in some way from the encounter. Profit can stifle progress in some ways. This is where we lose ourselves in the acting abyss.
No explanation is necessary in the social world because it is an effective non-reality that relies on discourse and division to function. Being actors, we tend to forget the difference between entertainment and reality. However, our bland social world needs media to keep us at least talking to one another via the Internet. We sure as hell can't do it in person anymore without our cell phones stroking us and making us feel all better inside. LLc 98.2

tell her element

I walked in the really big room, books all over. In the corner alone was this woman; sheepish, skinny, but in her element I could tell. What was it about this woman that made a big wooden stamp come out of the sky and hit me right square in the forehead with the words in big red letters, "FUCKED" clocking me and knocking me down. One look at this woman made my freakin world-view change. I was afraid of her right away. What am I supposed to say to the woman who has just given me one huge fucking headache and a stamp to boot. I mean, I had no chance, none at all. When I found out who she was, well, that was it Jack. The whole Kitten Kaboodle began rolling down the mountains side toward the 47 Ford at the bottom. Moving on, I saw a woman today that showed me the way. LLc 98.2

ride's attainments

It is not unbelievable what a man will do to protect his standing; even as his helicopter is landing he is thinking of ways to continue his philandering. Inside the mind of the driven lives not the end; or matters of attainment for attainments sake, but the ways and means of achieving that goal and getting a narcotic-like rush from the experience as a result. He may not be aware of his intoxication, but that does not take away from the fact that he is intoxicated.
We see it everyday in the eyes of those we place so high on the social ladder. Look in the eyes of the driven and you will see a different expression pressing them on the inside. They may not be able to understand their drive, but that will never stop them from driving. LLc 98.2