waiting for a ghost

I wish you were here. I really really do. I know your out there somewhere and you are thinking about me. You may even be in a relationship with someone and think of me every day; I used to be that way. But now I think about you often enough I guess to keep me going. It is the one thing, the one dream I have that if actualized I would not know what to do. I do know this much however, if I finally got with you and we became close, everything else from that point forward would be more tolerable. As it stands now I am alone like most people, and I am afraid of what could happen if I try and find you. At this point fate does not seem to be working out. But still I wait for you smile and your touch. I wait for the cool nights when I can lay next to you and sleep like a baby. I wait for nights when I can rub your back and kiss the back of your neck. I am waiting for a ghost.