Sometimes I feel like putting a bullet in my head. I mean, some days/weeks just plain suck! Like this week for example. Nothing I see brings me any joy whatsoever. Everything is just blaaaaah shit! I hate these moods. Little things bother me. Slow ass cars in front of me not knowing where the fuck they are and without knowledge of what we like to call "blinkers." People walking slowly in front of the car while I wait to turn left... as time just slips on by like a fuse connected to a pile of dynamite. Slow minded people taking their time in line talking to the check out guy as time just slips on by like a rock bouncing off the water forever. I am just unable to see any light in life. I am in total darkness.