There have been many times that I just wanted to give up, turn in my chips so to speak. I mean, I have had a few friends end it all. But I have realized that this is not the way. Yes times are tough. Yes I feel bad most of the time. But that doesn't mean I am going to quit. I've been through too much already to quit now. So I keep on moving, not always forward, but I keep on moving. I know that one day everything will come together and I will realize a dream.

When life seems to be nothing more than the same thing every day, revert back to your childhood and see what you were into then. Maybe, over time you can find a way to incorporate this old "idea" into your life now. There is always room for new things in this life, especially if that new thing is something familiar to you.