emotion & motion

We all seek the remedy to lonliness and fear. We all require a fulfilled desire to accomplish our goals and find happiness somehow along the way. Some deny their right to be happy because of tradition. Coming out from a restricted area like that can sometimes be overwhelming. The balance is usually off in one way or the other forcing us to be decisive in situations we would rather not be. The consequences are such that not until years later do we realize how foolish we were then and continue to be now. Learning, well, that's for the other guy. Some of the smartest people I know are also some of the most rediculous people one would ever want to meet and they rationalize everything to make themselves feel better about the choices they have made which given the chance they would gladly go back and redo. So we read and play on the internet to soothe our strains and calm our fears in the hope of magic somehow striking down like an ancient force calm in demeanor but strong in emotion and motion. 98.2

greed

That's the life we have, the life we take for granted.
There is a thing in the world called the essence of man. Depending on which time frame you are looking at, the essence of man is that of greed in all its forms. This was not the intention but it is most definately the result. On the big timeline, we occupy a time of change where people are scrambling for cover under the blanket of warmth and security. This mentality is what shapes those who play and is of no use to those who do not. It's fine to want, just make sure you want in a way that is realistic and not like the one they sold long ago. That was a complete lie!
That's the life we have, the life we take for granted!

for accomodation sake

We all need a place to go, the place where we feel safe. It should not be a physical spot and we should never rely on another to find it. I truely believe once you give up that place, that box, that resting spot, you give up the one thing that is truely yours only to be replaced with something else that never seems to merge right with the original. The ensuing inner conflicts that inevitably arise from walking so long away from that spot bring agitation. This imbalance inside stirs wrong emotions that have little to do with the situation at hand yet vitally affects that situation. The eventual change of course causes one to search again for that place from even a greater distance than before; or at least a dissimiliar surrounding perspectives which again shape new thoughts that may or may not lead back to the original spot.
It is likely that spot will never be seen again. Time usually takes care of this for all of us. But that reality does not satisfy those who have found success in their lives. If you ask truely successful people how they came to be that way they all will say," I thoroughly enjoy creating something that means so very much to me." For it is through creation and imagination that beautiful things come to light that shine brightly upon that spot, that place, that true sense of being. 98.2 everything else is bullshit with icing!