Balls!

Tranquil evenings shape the minds ability to defuse the matters of the day. It is evenings like this that bring breezes through so we can breathe again. Evenings like this make it ok to be around but not in tune with anything in particular. Perpetual state of unconsciousness while looking present is what these evenings are all about. The only present I have for anybody at this time however is a long snooze with the fan blowing keeping my pillows cool when and where they need to be. Tomorrow, golf in the morning followed directly by a nap where I will be dreaming of the one thing I am missing in life.

midnight crossing

We need to believe in this country. We need to be participants in the life experience and we need to have a cooperative opinions about how the social world operates. Those in charge of what we see and hear have accumulated great wealth and influence. In so doing, they have managed to shape our lives, all of our lives. Think about that for a minute. You are not in charge of your life. You are limited in both scope and experience in more ways than you can count and your life experience itself is not of your design. This is the reason we all need to believe in something better on the other side of the cat-box. We need to participate in the life experience because if we choose not to, we fall away into the silent rhelm of obscurity. We need to collectively believe because we are all afraid of the crossing into midnite and together we can still be all afraid. 98.2 LLC

essentials

To wake with the same desire you slept with, to sleep with the same desire you had in the afternoon, to dream of that one moment in time where the pistils sway your way and the scent lingers like shampoo in the morning, to live with the desire unattainable, to live this way, is only because they say such as life and you can't always get what you want. I believe this is true. You can't get what you want because it is a want. Want's are miniscule versions of desire and desire always includes passion and obsession. These two elements are want and for that reason, yes, you can't always get what you want. Love requires no want. It is stable standing alone and requires very little in the way of posturing because love is as natural as a morning erection.

children are the future

I sit alone in the bleachers bothering nobody. On this day I am as quiet as a theater in 1976 when, in those days, noisy people were escorted outside. These days, of course, the threat of lawsuits prevents that from happening. Some nice people sit next to me and they are not alone. They have three wonderful children. Fortunately for me these children enjoy the thrill of hitting people who like to sit quietly alone enjoying the sun rays. To make my day even brighter and more spectacular, the mom and dad thought their kids were cute as they kept hitting me, making noises, farting, spitting, yelling, and running around all over the place. What could I do? It makes me glad to be somewhat free, even though I will never be free from the noise of other people. I think the next time I go out I will just shit all over everybody and see how they like it! If you have children, put a leash on them and a muzzle if you cannot teach them how to act with a certain amount of containment. I would understand if the kids belonged to some cool British rock star with relationship issues, but man let me tell you these kids were freakin horrible to me and all I did wrong was sit quietly in the sun watching the game of life play itself through the noontime hour.

JOKE

Nobody on this planet is capable of taking a joke! Now why is that?

all together separate

I looked and saw a coming storm clear as daytime. It was going to be a bad one and there was nothing I could do to stop it. Nature was calling in a few of her chips and on this day she was in a particularly bad mood; broke and hung-over from the night before when she lost her farm to the phantom. He was present but only in her mind's eye. This is where they live and unless you make friends with them and keep them cool, you may find yourself turning into one of them and they all believe in the same thing.
The terms are very clear and if you persist, you will lose that fear inside you. With these games all you need is a lack of character and vice to be squeezed not once but twice. The friends you make will be the same and all separate with the one link that binds all of us to the secondary life as a bridge from one sense to the other, all the same.

mind traffic

The little glares and glances tell the world all your stances. The issues inside remain hidden but the scattered remains of daily conflict seep through the cracks and become available for access by anyone with the proper identification. We are the new statistic, the new form that dwells here on the inside. We have been here for quite some time and we live inside your mind. We live through the connected vines leading to your very soul scribbling away on screens time and the minds eye holding secret passions never achieved but subscribed to.