Social Witchcraft and The Secondary Life. Social witchcraft is nothing more than spells that are cast by television and movies and the commercials that pay for them. The Secondary Life is nothing more than the life we lead in our minds when we watch television or movies. Social witchcraft has the power to make us spend money we don't have to keep up with people we don't know; we may not even like those we are trying to impress. We become spellbound by the idea that things will make us better in the eyes of the other. After some time, we begin to prefer the secondary life because we are living a more exciting life in our minds than our own real life. The fantasy takes precedence over the reality of life.

Some days I never sleep. Some nights too. Many days I walk around in a sort of daze, an over medicated daze where everything just kind of blends together. I try to please everyone, but too often I forget to please myself. I lose myself in this grayness. This is where the freight train speeds down the track in my minds eye. This is where I get lost in a cycle of negative thinking. I hate negative thinking. I know it does me no good. But sometimes it's like a need more than a want. I don't know. Maybe I'm covering something that happened to me years ago. If that is the case, I wish I knew what happened.

Very often I find myself looking off into the distance as I wonder about some of the choices I have made in my life. I understand that I cannot go back, nor would I ever want to, and change things. In fact, the thought scares me. I would never want to relive the past because everything in the past has formulated the me right now. And as off as I get sometimes, the me is still fighting, still battling to win the big fight.

We need to be careful when it comes to religion and politics. Once these two things get together, bad things happen... from a historical point of view. Look it up and you will find out what I am talking about. Religion is fine and good so long as it stays away from any and all political agendas. Nothing good can possibly come from this convergence.

Mind control is very real and at the heart of it all is media/television. For good or for bad, mostly for bad, television has infiltrated our minds and our lives. It tells us what we don't want to hear, and then it turns around and tells us what to do about it. For example, if you're sick, you can get the symptoms right from the commercial and then acquire the prescribed remedy. That is mind control.
When a movie comes along that everyone has to watch, hairstyles change, language can change, and a whole new way of seeing the world can be realized... and it's all fiction even if it's based on real-life events. That is mind control and there is billions of dollars wrapped up in it.

I'm not sure anyone can reconcile the fact that we are all alone. We are alone when we're born, we're alone when we live, and we're alone when we transfer to the other plane of existence. Certain people exist that have already experienced that plane of existence. They have insights into the unknown. Whether their accounts are true or not is immaterial. The point is that people wonder and feel. We explore and operate with the conviction that certain answers can and will be found. However, nothing can take our loneliness away even after we have found certain answers that have eluded us over the years.

I do not think it is possible to remain positive at all times. It's just not feasible to even think about it. The human condition can only get "better" if there comes with it the occasional trial or test of will. Without these tests, without these certain and specific trials, learning and growth cannot take place. From learning and growth comes some form of wisdom. This wisdom can then be transferred to the younger generation and so on and so forth. It's okay to lose it from time to time. Life can be a bit overwhelming at times... for all of us.