Friday, November 16, 2018

I do not think that it is necessarily a bad thing to lose ones mind on occasion. So long as nobody gets hurt and no property gets damaged or stolen, losing ones mind can be quite exhilarating. It is certainly nothing to be ashamed of. But real and true episodes of this "tamed madness" cannot be relevant if it happens out of habit. Genuine episodes of madness come not in patterns, but spaces in time where there is too much of nothing surrounded by too much of everything else.

Wednesday, November 14, 2018

Depeche Mode- Policy of Truth

Some people are not designed to be around a lot of people at any one time. If it does happen, it is by chance only. I am one of those people who love anonymity. I can watch everything on the street in the social world and nobody knows. I think we all do this to a certain extent. I think we all watch one another. I think we all have that "what am I going to look like and sound like in their eyes mentality," so to speak. The job is where much of this type of acting takes place. But a night on the town is about the same thing as we all worry and wonder how we are doing in their eyes while we perpetrate our stories and semi-crimes.