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I will never deny anothers feelings. I will never become something other than myself. I will allow for bumpy roads because I have brake pads by the case load. I will not say words I do not mean. I won't behave inappropriately or make a scene-when passion is on the line I mean. I shall always be prepared for circumstances beyond my control the best I know how. I will love only one woman until I die. I will never act in silence. I will understand the difference between what is real and what can be purchased. And I will always be honest with myself which means I have a long road ahead of me because nobody is harder on me than me: We are all guilty of that. This is why when someone I care about is in pain, or hurting in some way, I feel it-I feel it all; and that really hurts me. I would much rather feel their soul being nurtured and encouraged in a positive way. This is the price some people pay for caring about certain people in this way. This is what life brings to us. This is our burden. But the joys always outweigh the hardships and the smiles make it all worth it. I just wish the lows did'nt require such heavy chains to pull me out of that familiar hole. My belly is looking like ferrots have been using it for a racetrack and my gloves are wearing thin which means I need to go back to Home Depot and get another pair. 98