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I hate memories. They suck energy away from time now. What purpose they serve is beyond my capabilities as a human. The only thing the past does for me is to remind me of how crappy things are now. I feel pain each and every day and with that I have the memories of better times. For that process I receive nothing but heartache, nothing but physical and emotional pain scarring me forever in a big giant pool of r and r r d's. You can call it what you want and it matters not to anybody. Call it wisdom, call it mediocrity, call it the life process but whatever you call it is important to know and understand you should never lay your naked body in a tube with light that darkens you. It is silly and stop doing that. You look silly and it is aging you. Wake the f up! Oh yeh, memories suck! Unless of course they are good memories that make you feel all warm and squooshy. In those cases it is ok to remember. For example, When I was 5 I won my first bike race. My bros were very proud of me and we had been working hard on our racing skills for a while up to that point. On the way home my bros were yelling and screaming and cheering. On that day, we all won our races. That is a memory I bring up when the big bird in the sky shits on my head. 98