no stump to stand on

My everlasting strategies for coping are dragging me behind. This is what I used to say to myself until I realized what I have been missing. Believe me when I say: I miss nothing! I would never bring a child here and I would never marry a woman I would lie to; I could never do that. It is quite possibly the most negative thing a man can do when he decides to keep her as if she were a trained rat easily lied to and taken advantage of. The thing is the man and the woman eventually become trained. They become a pair of trained, half ass rats who suck at role play and become critical of other people while basking in their own personal miseries for comparison purposes. I see these people everyday lying to themselves, fooling themselves more than they are me. Issues we all have and issues we sometimes share, but at the same time being critical of other people shows just how miserable these people are inside. I could care less what people say because what they mean is as clear as a dingaling dangling and just as inforgettable. My strategies include trying to stay clear of nonsense and drive toward my individual happiness. I think from a place like that it would be relatively easy to let the nasty words people use so often slide down the hill of my soul into the deep, deep waters of my imagination; only to be remembered but never to be used as a stump to stand on while being critical of other people. I will always criticize the critics and let them know just how imperfect they are. The ones with no soul, do not care; they never have. These are the ones who were born selfish and were then fabricated by numerous external factors that do have influence on us all in one way or another.