long running

I want this and I want that. How many times have we heard that? If what you look for exists outside of yourself, you are fooling yourself into thinking that that outside force will bring it to you. If you are mostly concerned with how others view you, you have become a product of evil no matter how you reason around it. You can say and act as you wish, but that is no more than an act that is symbolic of a deeper void that you carry, love, and respond to in every aspect of both your conscious and unconscious life. There will come a day when you will be old and you will wish you did not waist so much time trying to please other people. Those people by that time will be gone and then you will see and understand just how much of your good time you waisted in this mundane and useless search through wants, wants, and more wants. If you want something, it is probably better in the long run for you not to have it.