It is difficult to shake feelings of unworthiness. Nothing compares to the idea that no matter what you do, no matter how hard you try, nothing will ever change. I wish things were different. I wish I could have made better choices in life. But I know the way back. I know what it takes to be successful in something. I need to get back on that track. I must occupy my mind with better things, better ideas, and better people. It is difficult to shake feelings of unworthiness.