For a small portion of the population, the journey to finding the self is a long one. The reason it is so difficult to find is because we all walk into the very same trap. The moment we cross that line, our objectives, our motivations, and our vision of ourselves and our place in this world is altered forever. And with that alteration comes the removal of the dream, the drive, and the motivations of youth (killing or setting aside the id). We search our entire adult lives for those moments that remind us of our more imaginative years... where all the dreams and ideas had their beginning.