headly

It gives an outsiders perspective when your alone, as if standing on the sidelines during a game you practiced months or even years to be a part of but cannot play. It is a feeling of isolation while being scrutinized not by other people, but by yourself and how you believe you are being charged by your peers. Being alone also can occur within the structure of a relationship.
In time, it is a fact that the attraction for your partner dwindles like a broom in Iowa. Maintaining a functional and unrepressive order is not possible without the inevitable feelings of isolation and over-all repressiveness of it all. Think of it, nobody else will ever be able to replace your lost time. LLc 98.2

really plays knows

In order to be successful at anything an individual must, through time and effort, formulate a relationship between himself and the natural order of things. This relationship must have a foundation in respect of the highest order. It has to be allowed to flourished based solely on the principle of respect; which is always earned and never given. For example, if one is to be a sailor, he must first learn the water and all she has to offer. He must be beaten down and over exerted in his efforts to learn all about the ocean and her tides. He must listen when its quiet and sleep when the water rages all around. Another example is the game of golf. This game happens largely on the inside battleground where nobody hears but everyone who really plays knows. To be successful in golf one must go through the same trials and tribulations as a sailor without all the bumps, bruises, and cracks upside the head; although many golfers do crack themselves upside their own heads.

many mistakes

Mistakes we make many. We make enough of them to reflect upon for decades to come. Yet we continue to make them as if they were part of the summer program at church. We accept them as part of life going in; which then sets us up for even more mistakes that have justifications attached directly to them. It becomes a circle that has no breaks in it and the spinning just keeps going on and on. We hang out with like minded people whom we believe have at least some understanding of who we are as people. As we get older we realize they were around us for another purpose, one in which that was intentionally designed. Besides that, the mistakes we make always seem to be similar to one another. Even if they are completely separate from each other, we can merge them into one cohesive bunch. From there we can manufacture or spin our way through it. We know how to do this well because we have been practicing since childhood. Yes mistakes we make many, but the excuses are all the same. LLc 98.2

felt more than that

Music can be a catalyst, a formulation, a way of grasping the realities of life we try so desperately to avoid. Through music we find the accomplishment of organization; the things that would otherwise not be so. Imagine a single life without some form of music. See, it cannot be done. It is as old as time and as natural as soap suds. Music is not only a catalyst, it could also be felt as much more than that. Music can be the driving force behind all human movement. If that be the case, we need an infusion of original music but quick.

good we should

I judge you first by your looks because that is what I see. I then have a conversation with you to see where your world is located and how full of shit you are. You do the same to me. We dance this way until the music stops so when can get to know each other better in some dark corner of the bar. I become fascinated with you. For one thing you smell fantastic like a fresh from the oven apple pie. Good enough to eat I say to you directly. You respond by saying you look like a juicy steak fresh from the fire and all pink-like. We leave the bar and have really good sex for the next three days. We judge, we live, we make errors; but sometimes we judge right and it feels good. Sometimes we all just need to feel good, we really should.

focal point finder

What compels people is a meriad of things. Often, regret and imbalance become constants in our equations. In time we tend to forget our focal points and bypass the right roads for the shorter more easily accessible ones. "I just want things to be easier", we tell ourselves silently and aloud when the proper people are around. In doing so, we have a tendency to meander down even the easiest of paths. Not because we are drunk but because we are thinking of something else. That thought process is not a sign. It is one way the mind informs us that what what we are doing is absolutely incorrect and out of our character. It is one of the meriad of things that make our lives contradictory. Human's, ain't we funny? LLc 98.2

that hope that rope

I guess when it comes down to it, when all is said and done, we want to be able to look back on a life filled with dreams. I used to think those dreams had to become manifested in real life, but I was mistaken. I was mistaken because our dreams need to be right where they are, some of them anyway. For example, I dream of simply walking on the grounds of Augusta National. I dream of walking on the property; breathing the air from the trees and flowers that are all over the place where history has been made. To play the course would be far too much for me to handle. Given the chance however, I would most definately make that round of golf the longest ever played in recorded history. What is your dream? I think, when all is said and done, we need dreams to be dreams. We need to have that hope that rope to hang on to even when we know holding that rope only prevents us from the fall of reality. This is humanity at its finest. LLc 98.2