never not ever

I think about you all the time. Even before I sleep I think about you. I think about how your hair smells and how good it feels to make you feel good. I think about your soft skin against mine as we embrace off and on throughout the evening. I think about how you make my life complete with all the ups and downs life throws our way. I love how, from time to time, you love to show just how wonderful your lips are as they move all over. I love the way your voice gets higher and louder as your lips move faster and faster when you become frustrated with me. I enjoy it when you endear me with your subtle nuances that remind me constantly of how things were when we met. Those were good times indeed. I love you my dear for reminding me of how things used to be and how you base all your angered thoughts on things you were partly responsible for. You make my life complete honey, thanks!

evening

There are mood days when the desire comes and then there is no place to take it. It is all encompassing and filled with such ache that even getting started in the day can be a real challenge. I sometimes would rather lay in bed and cover my head with the blanket that covers me inside from the ones who take on the outside.
I hate takers; those who suck away the strength, any strength one has, and applies it for their own benefit. If they only knew their future depends on their actions now. The world has a way of evening the score with no hesitation and always in varying ways. Never think you are immune to these things because you will feel it and feel it hard you will.

resemble

Take the idea, take it in stride and make room for it. Pursue it in your own way and devise the plan to take it over (literally), to the next stop along your road of silent desperation. It can never be bad to become involved in that which makes you smile; if only to yourself inside. Take no temporary stance in this regard. Carve out a spot in each day to see it through. In time you will find a person that strangely resembles you.

age and circumstance

There should be no surprise when people devise a plan of failure during an occupation of time when thoughts should be otherwise. It is fundamental in our experience to inter-twine both the presupposition of failure and success at something, simultaneously. However, in most instances, it should be no surprise when outcomes fall on the side of failure. This is our armor; this is our substance; this is our demotion into age and circumstance.

hell

It is everlasting fire and desire that accomplishment embraces, but the journey is different for everyone. Some may be denied the right to graze in the pasture before their morning run; others may be already sleeping following their morning graze and run. In the case of the latter, practice will be even hotter for an already burning desire. This is good on accomplishment's road because accomplishment never comes without experiencing the full spectrum of the human experience; down to and including what may be perceived as hell.

morons we are

People want change yet are unwilling to drop the roles they play for various reasons. Meanwhile, for example, over 70% of the working population is dissatisfied with their work. We like to wish things were different, but we are often unwilling to abandon the reasonings behind keeping things the way they are so as not to rock the boat, so to speak. Gotta keep that insurance; have to keep the bills up; the kids need stuff for school, and so on and so on and so on and so on. Another example is relationships and marriage.
Marriage is a tax break and nothing more. It is role play that was formulated in the past by people who have been gone for some time now. The divorce rate is above 50% and still there are more who never report; physical and psychological forms of negative action on a partner cannot be measured by anyone. One thing that easily falls into the rhelm of negative action is a couple, any couple, who choose to remain together for the sake of their kids. Kids see and hear everything and when they see negative action, they are likely to incorporate that same mentality in their future relationships thus creating difficulties for the responsible ones, the grandparents, who will be taking care of those wonderful grandchildren. Oh yeh, during this wonderful process we hate our jobs. Hmm, this sounds really great, NOT! 98.2 LLc

i do

Have you ever thought about another in more ways than one? Have you ever wanted to be with that person in more ways than one? Have you ever been drawn to another human being in a way that is completely new to you? Has there ever been a time when you were challenged so strongly yet excited at the same time? Did you ever think you would have the opportunity to explore a side of life you have only read about in books or watched on the screen? Would it be worth it to pursue the feelings you have for this person? Could you live with that kind of passion being expressed instead of repressed? Are you worth the space you occupy, with all the rights and privileges that come with it? Don't you think you are capable of feeling and being the passionate individual you are? I do!