losses not

The inspiration inside is derived from within as it relates to the exterior self that relies on the people outside. Finding another who hears you talking from the inside with not a turning head or wandering eye is never an easy task. What generally happens is acceptance of another over a life of lonliness. We become half of who we once were and we forget certain things that are important to us. We make up for these loses through replacement and occupation of other things that eventually lead us astray from our happiness. Some like to call that growth, others call it something different. I call it a complete waist of time not even worthy of consideration at any time or place. What happens on the outside influences us all, but what occurs on the inside must be in line with your original intentions; before you grew up and accepted your losses so well.