silently inside

The pressure builds up over time and you weep silently inside while wearing the brightest of smiles. I see the real you, the one that runs and hides behind the facade necessary for you to keep from breaking down in front of others. You want to rest in a quiet room alone; this is what you desire most. What you want is possible even before your work is done. Take the time to remember just what it is you require of yourself to extend the privilege of being alive. Try not to waist time hiding and feel free to persue that which you desire the most. Soon you will be old and you will feel even more unworthy than you do now. Make a list of your desires and fill that need now. Do not worry, I won't tell anyone. It will be our little secret. 98.2 LLC