lies

People love to lie. We do it well and often. I love the lies we tell. I know they sell well.

We all look the same, walk the same, use the same modes of communication, like the same things, dislike the same things, look the same, feel the same, share the same likes and dislikes in movies, enjoy the same programs on tv, and we have the same desires in life which is to be difficult, demanding, egocentric, selfish, simple yet complicated, and just plain confused.
Why are there more self help books than there are books emphasizing what it means to be happy? Take what is wrong with yourself and embrace it as part of you. It will never go away. Cut a deal with yourself, for the sake of yourself. Realize you are human and you have weaknesses and strengths like everyone else.
Try and play on the dry field as much as possible but every now and then turn the sprinklers on for a few hours and then play. Difficulties come and go and we learn to play the game in all conditions. We would all love to play on warm sunny daze, but some daze bring rain. This is why practice makes perfect and good shoes are the only thing we NEED to succeed in the happiness we seek. 98.2

A Static Sense of Longing

Is the shape of our days as we are not suspect of our condition. We are not taught to question, we are taught to observe the day as it is presented. Acceptance is a way to a static sense of longing.
Dreams involve fantastic things, maybe not so fantastic. Unless acquisition of the dream(s) is the order of your day, your dreams are a way to a static sense of longing. Through acceptance and dream comparisons made each day, we become fully committed to a static sense of longing.
This they say is human. This they say is normal. This is stated by people in a static sense of longing. 98.2

release

The anxiety builds, it wells up in every way possible. Then, when you least expect it, you simply put it all down and take one giant step backwards to see exactly what it is you are doing. How many ways can you weave into the equation the necessary justification for your inability to see the big picture? Thing is, you never realize how valuable people are until they are no longer available for the systemmatic, predictable, and somewhat shameful abuse you give unto them. You find yourself living in one big bubble of excuses. Then you know you are truely worthless. These people are incapable of happiness and will die in pain and despair because they know something is amiss but cannot find it. I know these people and they would'nt know happy if it crawled up their leg and bit them on their inner thigh. There is no comfort in happiness because people, some people, are too involved and not enough involved at the same time producing a comfortable imbalance; the imbalance they know and love soo much; Their only true friend 98

hippy girl

hippy girl
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What has happened in the past is important. The past reminds us of different times and times that no longer exist. The big picture is a series of slides in time with music that fits each frame. This music, this time, fits all frames because it is symbolic of what can happen when people are compelled to move in unison. Oh yeh, the art was great 2! This is a lovely work here and it makes me think. That is what art is supposed to do and that is what art does.

better times always coming

Some people will live their entire lives under the, I have something to prove, banner. They continually prove themselves to themselves time and time again. The people around them know them like a clock and utilize that strength of character in that individual for their own usages. Reliance and determination are the hallmark of these individuals. They are the motor that keeps the car running and the system in check.
These people need a particular life, one in which relies solely on repetition; required for systemmatic goal attainment and achievement. Any deviation from this cycle, is viewed by themselves as crazy and lacking character. This self-masterbation serves a two-fold purpose: First, it gives that person room to be in that comfortable place of uncomfortablity they rely on so much because adversity is normal in the everyday grind and it carries over to regular life at times. Second, it carries over to the idea that you are not worthy of happiness when you really are saying, "I am unwilling to leave the comfortable bliss of my discontent." I know that if I were to somehow be happy at all times, I would certainly find a way each day to balance that shit out and stub my toe or something. Because me, I am no different than you. Why question happiness? Because if we do not, how can we remain in silent despair and longing for better times?

future

Logic in reverse for a bigger purse, this is our way. Where can we go from an emphasis on the individual, to an emphasis on the sructure within that produces these individuals? I mean we are punching em out one by one like attorney's and still no progress I digress. Mass labor movement for the construction and design, opps, reverse that, of a sup........... ...... .... ..!!!, you ....... morons! lol