lies

People love to lie. We do it well and often. I love the lies we tell. I know they sell well.

We all look the same, walk the same, use the same modes of communication, like the same things, dislike the same things, look the same, feel the same, share the same likes and dislikes in movies, enjoy the same programs on tv, and we have the same desires in life which is to be difficult, demanding, egocentric, selfish, simple yet complicated, and just plain confused.
Why are there more self help books than there are books emphasizing what it means to be happy? Take what is wrong with yourself and embrace it as part of you. It will never go away. Cut a deal with yourself, for the sake of yourself. Realize you are human and you have weaknesses and strengths like everyone else.
Try and play on the dry field as much as possible but every now and then turn the sprinklers on for a few hours and then play. Difficulties come and go and we learn to play the game in all conditions. We would all love to play on warm sunny daze, but some daze bring rain. This is why practice makes perfect and good shoes are the only thing we NEED to succeed in the happiness we seek. 98.2

A Static Sense of Longing

Is the shape of our days as we are not suspect of our condition. We are not taught to question, we are taught to observe the day as it is presented. Acceptance is a way to a static sense of longing.
Dreams involve fantastic things, maybe not so fantastic. Unless acquisition of the dream(s) is the order of your day, your dreams are a way to a static sense of longing. Through acceptance and dream comparisons made each day, we become fully committed to a static sense of longing.
This they say is human. This they say is normal. This is stated by people in a static sense of longing. 98.2

release

The anxiety builds, it wells up in every way possible. Then, when you least expect it, you simply put it all down and take one giant step backwards to see exactly what it is you are doing. How many ways can you weave into the equation the necessary justification for your inability to see the big picture? Thing is, you never realize how valuable people are until they are no longer available for the systemmatic, predictable, and somewhat shameful abuse you give unto them. You find yourself living in one big bubble of excuses. Then you know you are truely worthless. These people are incapable of happiness and will die in pain and despair because they know something is amiss but cannot find it. I know these people and they would'nt know happy if it crawled up their leg and bit them on their inner thigh. There is no comfort in happiness because people, some people, are too involved and not enough involved at the same time producing a comfortable imbalance; the imbalance they know and love soo much; Their only true friend 98