Monday, June 9, 2008

the least

The framework we apply to the life senses are derived from our heritage and upbringing. We frame ourselves in comparison to those closest to us. It is in this way we develop similar attitudes and belief systems regardless of the success or failure of what was seen during those critical childhood years. Any deviation from that framework; developed over many years of thought and action, presents issues with all future endeavors because of the negative shift of the frame which is where the original draft came from and what we are socialized to believe. This is a good thing for some people, and really, we all do this to some extent. Some of us just prefer not to act like something. Experience teaches some that acting is for people who have a need to feel as opposed to having the ability to feel.
Some of us would rather have a wide angle lens with options baby!

lack

The price for happiness will and can never be measured by the dollar. The experiences we share though sometimes unaware, serve to form an inner foundation of self that binds together different aspects and perspectives inside from multiple partnerships developed over years and years of socialization and inner battles from competing entities. The cost of happiness is alienation because for some people, life has far to many ups and far too many downs and as a result, there is never a consistent pattern with any foundation at all in anything real and true. Maybe we are all better off in the virtual world because in the virtual world we can shut down like a system, a product, which is what we are a part of. In that sense, there is no freedom. 98.2

evolution, the life occurance and flow

By design we come to the breaking point, the crossroads, the place where decisions need to be made at the time. Unfortunately we are unaware of these decisions as they occur; and much has been written on this. The idea of being aware, or becoming aware of these intersections while they are happening, is also of interest by many. Making seemingly rational choices at certain times may indeed be nothing more than a cyclical ride on the bullshit train which again is inherently human. So then what?
We become aware of our short-comings and find ways to navigate through them by altering our decision making processes thinking we are being smart when in actuality we are obstructing the natural flow of our lives. Insodoing, we become products of the decision making process that has a foundation in pure acting and not of the self as a system of interrelated responses to life occurrances in flow.