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I can see through the falseness where the recognizable is plain as day. Often we search for things in this way only to find them right before our eyes. We may be aware of the feelings we have and think of those feelings often when were alone. We may even find comfort in that all alone time in ways our imaginations are free to explore the possibilities. We may find comfort in that alone time and be satisfied. Often we find, once the goal has been achieved there is the immediate desire to expell oneself naked from the top of a buiding while singing Yankee Doodle Dandy with a pork sausage shoved up our asses.
You remember when you were a kid and you could say anything and have it be laughed off as youthful zeal? You knew what you were doing, and they knew what you meant, but you got away with it with a wink and a smile. Nowadays, now that were older, and have become better at bullshit, we sometimes forget that within our natural capacities we have an innate desire for happiness. It's a funny thing, we teach kids to not speak when we should encourage them to do so; we encourage kids to follow the rules when we know that the rules made Johnny a dull boy; so much so his own grandpa wouldn't speak with him. Now you have got to really fuckup for that to happen. If you have pissed off the top dog, you should probably consider that leap, the one mentioned above.
The falseness is mere fashion that can be expelled at any time. If the falseness becomes real, then that youthful zeal will die forever. It will go to a place from which it cannot be retrieved. There is many there so the alone-time will be short lived.