created mountain cabin

Bring it and sling it softly but with strength and courtesy. Bring all your time in and emotion to the party. Do that often enough and time will take her toll upon you. You will be wrecked but sitting high atop inside your created mountain cabin with satellite TV and a fridge full of wine and snacks. Your creation is clean and in order. You have friends coming from your sniffers and everyone loves you. You have found delight in life and now you have completed the success journey. Inside your cabin is pictures of you and where you've been. It sure is a beautiful place to visit. LLc 98.2

not your place

We march to the beat of the same drum but some people find a different rhythm section to employ. The music created in this atmosphere supplies the life-line we all need to connect to one another. The cultures, the societies we live in and others we never will, all have vital importance and it is not a place for one man to critically take apart the structure of another kind of living; another kind of rhythm, a whole new kind of music altogether. These things should be appreciated and never condemned. After all, whose place is it to do that anyway; even in passing conversation? LLc 98.2

blocking passages that vary

Time fragments our belief systems to the point where we can question virtually every move we have ever made in our lives in a single afternoon over a bottle and a couple dozen cans of cold beer. This activity is completely useless. However, it can be somewhat enlightening once you find it difficult to breathe due to massive alcohol consumption. So then what? You recover and go back to the same old shit boxes that need to be sorted. Through the days and weeks of consumption we transgress into selfish needs that bypass our real needs for the superficial one's that bring immediate satisfaction. Once this whirlwind begins, we swing and sway from side to side holding the rails as tight as we can. After a while our hands begin to hurt and we become uncomfortable in our position. Our belief systems, well, they vary don't they?

We live inside our own self created images, but rarely do these images relate to what the real world requires from us. Often these things are all mixed up inside this potpouri, this decadence, these falsehoods that are the images we see on the outside. They bundle up inside us all and become part of our inner machinery. The result is the creation of new and exciting images to be a part of. This is imagination and without it we would be more alone inside than we are now.

deceive to please

Family politics is always greasy like snot in the tub. Within the family lies the darkest secrets and most despicable crimes mixed with lies and deceitful practices to achieve the wanted result given the specific situation or encounter. We placate to one another just to prevent us all from offing ourselves in vile fits of hostility and pure hatred. No family is perfect like that one family from the fifties our folks so carefully compared themselves too. Our utopian family is more diverse now than ever and I say it's about time. The fifties were a facade, a sham set up by the white wing. Now we have all kinds of families and situations where utopia has a different face, a different look, an altogether fresh way for families to persue our dreams within our ever growing and diverse culture. The secrets within any family always incorporate deception. Fitting I would say seeing as that is all we all do, deceive to please within our social circles and societal confines. LLc 98.2

a link between

There is a link between the natural world, the stars, and the cycles that are incorporated within each. There are patterns to be observed and taken note of that are relevant to our everyday lives. This is not like the movies or anything written down previously as that is all subjective speculation. The fact is we don't know what we will know many years from now. In the grand time-line we occupy there is little room for what cannot be conceived yet. If it does not begin with a dream, then it can never be conceived in real time. If not conceived, then never be it will. Once they internalize this link, whatever it is, then I would imagine life will be shall we say more energy efficient with a less speculative base. LLc 98.2

fantasy land

I'm a fan of fantasy land, but that's all I am. I live in it every time I leave this place; this quiet somber abode, to present myself in accordance with the necessary garments that signify my position in society. If what is seen does not fit the position, then 7 times out of ten anything said will be lost in translation because the other actors cannot get over the fact that the uniform is not fitting. We expect certain things from people who wear certain uniforms. We count on their ability to follow through in their presentation with hard knowledge and fact based, un-ideological trust and truth. I may be a fan of fantasy land, and all knowledge may be fictitious outside the one who interprets, but at the very least we should be able to expect certain things from certain people who wear certain clothes. Once that trust is broken, the way back can be a long one in societies eyes but it is your eyes, your perception that matters the most; so long as your perception falls in line with everyone Else's perceptions. We all have to be fans of fantasy land because we are all a part of it. We are nothing more than players on a stage, a temporary stage at that. Maybe the truth is the unreal is more real than the real could ever be. Maybe we become butterflies or gophers in the next cycle. Maybe we don't. Maybe it is something real, something we can touch again, but this time with softer hands and gentler hearts. I am a fan of fantasy land because I have to be. LLc 98.2