Sunday, April 19, 2009

fine sometimes

The edited me is refined, less wordy, dressed to specks, and always prepared for the smallest disaster. He is a shinning example of plurality and neutrality who is always at the ready for the big deal, the marked spot, the lonely train. Alone in the room he is anxious; searching for some reason, no reason at all to be something else altogether.
The edited us brings unity to a divided territory. We act in ways to keep a line painted for boundaries sake; not to cross except for the select few who knew all along the seafaring ways of representation and conflict. The words they use bring about more division, more strife, and more maintenance of the same. The edited us is coming about; stretching once again the fabric of history to align against a common flaw.
I am losing my ties, using less words, I can't find my shoes, and i'm not even sure what day it is. These things are fine sometimes and I am OK with that. LLc 98.2

the temporary sun

The deal is we are living on a big blue bubble basking momentarily in our temporary sun. We want to see the whole thing and experience the whole thing in our temporary time. We want all the ups and all the downs that come with the experience. We want to bleed at our own expense for those we care about and a few we don't.
Our desires need fulfilling and in one way or another we get that. We are afraid of the unknown but should not be. For it is the natural thing to be set free from the bubble; to explore new time and places; to make new sounds and leave different traces. Here we are alone in our simple-mindedness. The future is much more interesting! LLc 98.2