everything

I have a dream woman and she keeps me going. Through thoughts of this lady I become different on the inside. She is highly educated and extremely sexy. I have dreams of touching her hair and curling it sofly with my fingers while I gently caress and kiss her neck. I want to make her giggle with pleasure and joy, often. I want her to remain a dream because there is no way reality can match it. This understanding is rational and real. However, too often people desire the dream. When the dream seems like it is coming to fruition, and after the excitement dies down, you can fully expect your reality to be far removed from your original ideal. The reality rarely reflects the dream which is why dreams need to sustain themselves on the inside. We may want the dream, but the reality is that some dreams should remain dreams. It is through dreams we derive hope. Without hope there can be no desire. My dream woman is real, but in my dreams she is more than that; she is my everything; and reality can't touch that!

soaked inside the senses

Take the time to smell the flowers on your way out of the grocery store. The smell will remind you that there is more to life than the worries you keep boxed up inside so well. The energy from a still living flower can be soaked inside the senses and have direct influence on your next decision of the day. Maybe that sensation will transfer to the rest of your day clearing up any misconceptions you encounter inside. It costs nothing to smell the flowers and enjoy the natural things. The pleasure we gather together always occurs in the outdoor arena.

always same, but stronger

It was cold, I was tired, and I was shaking. My mind wandered into the darkest most self depricating places it could go. The energy was purely negative and the experience was truely unforgettable again. I was on my back in bed where the night before a witch was kind enough to give me a blowjob. I was hearing the same voices as I did in the other place and their words centered around the same main idea. For example, a favorite saying among the demons was that I was truely useless and hardly worthy of all their efforts to push me over the top. They would also say how much better off I would be if I were dead so they could have me for dinner. It was cold and I was tired and that was the beginning of a hellish journey that took its tole on me.

passion presentable

I love listening to people who are passion presentable. I love talking with people who would not and could not ever understand what it means to be an actor in life. They have no comprehension of what that means. I love seeing these people because even when they say things I may not agree with, or do things I could never do, I still would have the kind of respect for them that is of the highest level. Now, if they turn on their word; if they decide to let their word slide at convenient times, then it would be in the best interest of both parties to break away for a spell and let the fire cool out. People of passion never vow anything because they are naturally strong and they think beyond what others may or may not see or be willing to do. They think through a different lens that has various attatchments to increase or decrease the wideness and scope of each shot. To be passion presentable is to enjoy the everyday of being you. 98.2 LLC