Wednesday, July 16, 2008

raspberry

The spoils of a good life often bring tears manifested in various ways. The best we can hope for is to have the largest proportion of tears falling on the laughter side of the spectrum; the opposite being anger. Tears mixed with laughter brings forth the minute by minute, second by second, experience with God. Tears mixed with anger are the hardest of the teardrops because with each one comes the feeling of losing a part of what makes you whole- your soul.

take it away samuelson

In time, back when the nights were jam packed with difficulties and sleep was a dream itself; now you see things have not changed much inside yourself. Have you noticed how you carry time with you wherever you go? Are you aware that you are a testament to time? Did you know as you get older things change? That said, why would you hold on to something that is no longer valuable to you? Did you know that you die in the end and you can't take anything with you- except anger? The Gods don't even want your anger and discontentments; jealousies and frustrations. You get to keep all that shit for yourself!

deceitful

You may find it difficult one day to continue at the pace you are moving at now. You may find a day when you realize the values you were taught were a big lie. You may find it difficult to swallow that big steak one day because you will be too old to go back and redeem yourself. You may look in the mirror and see the real you and not like what you see; regardless of what you say to other people, how you dress, or what kind of ice-cream you like. You may wake up tomorrow and say to yourself,"I have been pissing away my life for the sake of other peoples lies and deceitful practices." Then what?

shell in decor

the sweeping movements of the heart move regularly through the measurement of society with all its functions, manifestations, and superficial nuances of grace and dignity. It always shows itself, even when the intent is not to do so. The more you try and hide your heart, the more you show the emptiness inside. That is fine if you have someone to trust. If not, you will remain a shell in decor phased out from the intention of god.