i am and everyone

Because the social world is a complete fabrication from day one when the man said,"This land is mine. If you want anything from my land it will cost you", it could be said then that there is no real world other than the one you make. If you believe the news and television in general is a real and true representation of what is really happening in our social world, then what needs to take place for you is a ceremony of some sort to rid you of the demons that have been bestowed upon your receptive soul. It is not your fault because you are a part of it just like I am and everyone you know. You were born into this pool without any gear; now what we have in the media is hatred and fear; and we spend a lot of time and money in, of, and around media. Like war, there is money in fear. LLc 98.2

social world measurable

Modernism is a hemorrhage like the devil's credit line. What do you think will happen in the cyclical patterns of our social world measurable when greed latches on to the fabric of our consumerisms? It should be no surprise then that in the middle of all the shit is the media; specifically the news with all the pretty faces telling us what we think we need to hear. What makes us think we need to hear certain things from pretty people who read scripts and serve up angles and stories for their own benefit first? Take a good look around and really see what is what. Find out what means the most to you in your heart. If you are unfortunate enough to want to be a news anchor, then more power to your popularity and pocketbook. LLc 98.2

justification scraches

She turns away and makes a smirk at me as if she hated me with some sort of ancient passion connected to her family tree and prospective way of life. Meanwhile it is she who has not the balls to move away from her original intent and she hates herself for it. Any word said to her will open the old familiar door marked with excuses and justification scratches. Love is a bitch and she has no fear as to who she holds and torments forever. For her, everyday is a bore and for him, everyday is a chore. This whole thing sucks!

Fear's Order

Individual mentalities are all different. In the order of things however, some people choose to mark their existence with bad behavior; behavior that runs contrary to the order. For these people, in doing whatever it is they do, may in fact see the world for what it is. By this I mean that there is nothing, nothing at all in our whole existence of ours that has any lasting qualities at all.
Memories last only as long as their are other, later generations around who get drunk enough to talk about the older ones who have left this plane. Even that does'nt last very long; always coming with a hangover that hurts almost as much as the memories and reflections do.
Yes we have pictures, video, papers, blogs, etc., but still our mentalities vary in response to the time that has past because we all know everything changes with time, even memories and reflections.
The average life span for us is on average somewhere around 75. That means that once we hit 371/2 we are about half way done. Anyway, the point is there are people who know this and live by it. Some are highly educated people but nobody would ever know it. They see the temporaryness of it all and decided long ago to take advantage of their freedom sometimes at the expense of that very freedom. They know the successful ones have friends they do not have. They know some people were born with advantages they were not. Yet at the same time they see these people with advantages and feel sorry for them because they seem to derive far too much pleasure in their cover.
One such mentality that seems to pervade our society now is fear. What does fear bring? Yes, that's correct, it brings paranoia and a willingness to spend money on unnecessary shit. Some of the people who deal in unnecessary shit have a mentality of taking adbvantage of the fear in people; placating to it for money like little, stinky farrots. We all know these people. We see them trying to make a living selling what we are told we need. Do we need fear to be a lasting quality of life for our order? LLC 98.2