no stump to stand on

My everlasting strategies for coping are dragging me behind. This is what I used to say to myself until I realized what I have been missing. Believe me when I say: I miss nothing! I would never bring a child here and I would never marry a woman I would lie to; I could never do that. It is quite possibly the most negative thing a man can do when he decides to keep her as if she were a trained rat easily lied to and taken advantage of. The thing is the man and the woman eventually become trained. They become a pair of trained, half ass rats who suck at role play and become critical of other people while basking in their own personal miseries for comparison purposes. I see these people everyday lying to themselves, fooling themselves more than they are me. Issues we all have and issues we sometimes share, but at the same time being critical of other people shows just how miserable these people are inside. I could care less what people say because what they mean is as clear as a dingaling dangling and just as inforgettable. My strategies include trying to stay clear of nonsense and drive toward my individual happiness. I think from a place like that it would be relatively easy to let the nasty words people use so often slide down the hill of my soul into the deep, deep waters of my imagination; only to be remembered but never to be used as a stump to stand on while being critical of other people. I will always criticize the critics and let them know just how imperfect they are. The ones with no soul, do not care; they never have. These are the ones who were born selfish and were then fabricated by numerous external factors that do have influence on us all in one way or another.

exploitation of self

Exploitation is the only way to get ahead in this world. If you exploit that which works naturally for you into your everyday life, you can actually be happy with little to no compromises with anyone because what you would be doing is using your natural abilities and capabilities in your work and in your play each and everyday. Take advantage of what you are naturally inclined to do and have time for it. As far as money goes, if you are happy with what you do everyday, money that is more than sufficient will be there because of the sheer joy you feel inside and that will reflect in everything you do. As a matter of fact, paying bills will be as easy as writing a check because you will be smart enough to know the true value in things no matter their price. You will come to know what real value is and how to give it room to flourish. The results will be something to see and experience. Exploitation of your happy side will eventually lead to a longer healthier life with longer and stronger human relationships that will also reflect the very feelings you have cultivated inside. So I say exploit not the weakness in yourself or others, for that is in and of itself weak. I say exploit the fantastic and see how bright that burst of energy is when it goes off. I bet one could see it for miles if one were so inclined.

no soul

There is magic in the world and with that magic comes the hope and desire for experiences we can rely on to allow us to see the way to not do things; but sometimes the things we do are not designed to be anything but hopelessly pointless. This is what makes life a sort of dramatic overload because we often get bored and tired of the same. We make irrational choices because they feel so good at the time. The consequences seem distant just like us with each other. Once the magic leaves through the wires to the other places, that magic no longer exists. Once that is gone, all hope and desire will have at their foundation a bedrock of scraps from those who feed on lost desires and dreams; and there are many who have a body that has within no soul.