Saturday, May 31, 2008

Balls!

Tranquil evenings shape the minds ability to defuse the matters of the day. It is evenings like this that bring breezes through so we can breathe again. Evenings like this make it ok to be around but not in tune with anything in particular. Perpetual state of unconsciousness while looking present is what these evenings are all about. The only present I have for anybody at this time however is a long snooze with the fan blowing keeping my pillows cool when and where they need to be. Tomorrow, golf in the morning followed directly by a nap where I will be dreaming of the one thing I am missing in life.

midnight crossing

We need to believe in this country. We need to be participants in the life experience and we need to have a cooperative opinions about how the social world operates. Those in charge of what we see and hear have accumulated great wealth and influence. In so doing, they have managed to shape our lives, all of our lives. Think about that for a minute. You are not in charge of your life. You are limited in both scope and experience in more ways than you can count and your life experience itself is not of your design. This is the reason we all need to believe in something better on the other side of the cat-box. We need to participate in the life experience because if we choose not to, we fall away into the silent rhelm of obscurity. We need to collectively believe because we are all afraid of the crossing into midnite and together we can still be all afraid. 98.2 LLC

essentials

To wake with the same desire you slept with, to sleep with the same desire you had in the afternoon, to dream of that one moment in time where the pistils sway your way and the scent lingers like shampoo in the morning, to live with the desire unattainable, to live this way, is only because they say such as life and you can't always get what you want. I believe this is true. You can't get what you want because it is a want. Want's are miniscule versions of desire and desire always includes passion and obsession. These two elements are want and for that reason, yes, you can't always get what you want. Love requires no want. It is stable standing alone and requires very little in the way of posturing because love is as natural as a morning erection.