Wednesday, August 27, 2008

prostitution principles

Prostitution principles guide our lives and there is no way around it. If you are one to think you are not a prostitute, then you are fresh off te bus; full of hope and desire with designs on greater things beyond what others see or expect. If this is your bag then hold it with loose fingertips because there will be a day when someone will take it without asking. From that day and beyond you shall always be a prostitute and you will then become entranced with the falsities that run our social life. Once you have abandoned all hope and have let go of your dreams, you will have come full circle in the minotany that is us all.

green

Along the sides of the meandering highways and bi-ways there is color in the garden. The sustenance provided is appealing in every way. The smooth transition from heartache to heartbreak is less than when the colors and shapes are transfered to tastiness through the everlasting scents of the hearts desire for the better things we often think about but rarely take delight in. Oh we are capable of so much if we just allow room for the good things that are provided if we just remember to take off our shoes from time to time and feel the grass grow beneath our feet.

very very

My God in Heaven the beauty of this life is neverending. I see how the tide runs through and gives us pleasures beyond what words can say. I see the water shining because of the sun above and I feel the warmth that comes from it. I draw inspiration from these things we see and feel and I am happy because of it. Beyond everything else there is the presence of something more spectacular than the eye can see and in that sense there will never be anything but love in this world from which all people can draw upon to make their lives better and more understandable. We all share these things and we are all capable of letting the sunlight fill our souls with the energy necessary to continue on our journies unabaded by the earmarks of selfish people.

can be

MMM we see nuggets and crystals lying in the grass and we fail to recognize their value. Often, what we seek has nothing to do with them. We fail to see their purpose and example. Insodoing we fail ourselves. The gates are open wide when we recognize these markers. They are there for a reason and it is not our job to understand why. All we can do is try and see what can be instead of what should have been. 98.2

good u r

Take a look around you and see the delights that constantly surround you. Take note of the spaces and crevaces and allow them to formulate your opinions from the first step. Once you allow what lies on the outside in, what happens is most desirable. This is the essence of what is too often missed each day. We become twisted up and shell shocked by the outside lies people spin. Never allow these elements to intercede on your inate ability to take everythin in. Let the voices inside be your guide to a wholesome existence that relies on what happens on the inside as it compares to the beauty on the outside. This is where ideas come from and this is what makes us believe in the things we shouldn't and never thought we could. Invest your time and energy in the good things while always reminding yourself of how good you really are.

childhood unattainable

I want nothing and I expect nothing; especially from people who are so involved with trying instead of relying on what they know and feel. If there is something you want, once you get it, you are sure to be disappointed. There is nothing good in wanting because it lacks the soul for change. Desires derive their strength from the unexpected and there is no wanting in that which grazes the soul in such a way as to allow you to be truely fulfilled in unexpected ways. These things bring smiles through and through and amount to much more than simple childlike wanting of the unattainable.

shell to show

We allow our six-foot clouds to rise above and rain down upon us. This is our design and it comes from other people. We dare not desire anything else. If we put into motion any notion to the contrary, resistance is the outcome. Once those fences are built, we need different shoes and that is all. If the shoes come with proper arch support, we can leap like there is no tomorrow; if not, we will forever be grounded inside and out leaving only a shell to show we were here with no real guts inside.

man/woman besides

What matters most is not our desire to fit into any one particular structure but to become whole and unified in one binding idea with the self that is predicated on the notion that what is said and felt has value so long as these things are coming from a part of you that is truely sincere. This matters because we all have a tendency to lose our faith in the number one most important thing; the belief that what we feel has value so long as that belief has its foundation in what is real. The differences between what is real and what is not is sometimes difficult and often blurry. We have a tendency toward acceptance and this is what weakens us all. Never abandon the dream but keep that dream a dream and nothing more. If you decide to make the dream real, be prepared for a non-static existence that is sure to be worth a few words later on down the road. That is what makes life worth living and that should be the goal of all man and woman.

motions misunderstandings

The motions we display are usually false in nature. There is always something on the inside that is left undone. This is not unique to the human experience because we are all animals and we are all temporary. Those who find time to display falseness have had much practice and they are damn good at it. But what lurks on the inside can tear the soul apart leaving something old, something wrong, something that is a consequence of the very falseness that is so evenly displayed at all times.
Those who find the time to judge you use that time to make up for themselves in some way. Here is what makes the drive inside for most people and here is where most people make their greatest mistakes. This becomes part of their motion and in time that motion displays heartache and age symbolic of misunderstandings over time.

shouldn't

Fear not the idea of justice from an individual perspective; there will be many who fight you. These are the very people who have abandoned all hope for renewal. Of course they will say you can't because they wouldn't. It's not that they couldn't, its just that they talk themselves into believing they shouldn't.

easy

We find inspiration from many places. Sometimes we find it in our sleep, sometimes we find it when we weep. Inspiration brings with it many inconsistencies that can not be measured by anyone but the one who feels it. Often times the one who feels it does not even know when it is happening until the road becomes too narrow to travel upon. When that happens, a crash is most definite.
People can talk all day about getting up and fighting; people can talk about a great many things. It easy to do when the experience never follows you. That is the benefit of feeling the same as a pickle in a jar: predictable, uneasy, and always judgemental. For those of you who do this, go screw yourselves! 98.6