boredom

I am never surprized by the amount of time it takes to accomplish anything. Those who set the boundaries have a diffferent mentality than most and sometimes people are unable or unwilling to break through these set boundaries for whatever reason. Security is what we are told we need to strive for yet often when we reach this acclaimed point (ficticious) we find what could very well be the end of the road. Once the end of the road is reached, all there is from that point forward is maintenance of the persona. If people really knew the discomfort thatcomes from living another person's life, and they do, then they would never let themselves get tied in with a life that is uninteresting, predictable, and incredibly boring. LLc 98.2

smoothe

Our lasting elegance brings forth the maintenance of the same neutered ideology that spews senselass arrogance in the preservation of specific actors, their appearances, and their monitored behavior as it always pertains to the ideology that brung em there; the words they need to say to maintain their stay. LLc 98.2

us ourselves

Duplication of something, no matter its substance and content, is still nothing more than a replication of the authenticity found and conceived by the designer. We pump em out one after the other and decorate the authentic with new beauty and color thus lessening the original value over time; generations. The copies these days are found like plastic discharged from a fast moving automobile along the state highway. These copies are as follows: damn near every movie, every news broadcast (in general of course not counting new news before it gets broken down and buffed into so many shinny pieces that the original story, intentional, accident, or otherwise; involving injury or not, becomes lost in the fragmentary cognitions of the paid fuckers who speak eloquently with their suits and ties), all radio, every single commercial and tv program, and every single political figure who legally lines his/her pockets in multiple ways. Even us the people ourselves are plastic enough to see through. Look around you. Go to the grocery store and see what is being bought; which magazines and articles are favored by which group of people. We the people have become copies no different than the programs we watch and the discharged plastic that is representative of the slurriness that is our xerox existence that is essentially driven by one simple spell after the other. In other words, driven by the new style!
LLc 98.2

hmm 3

Some fella told me one day that I needed to go out and have more fun; spend some time in the sun. I told the dude that what was best for me was to stay out of the sun. He asked me why. I told him how the sun steals the youth from our largest organ, our skin. Sun is fine in small amounts, just ask anyone from there abouts (ocean). But the sun is getting hotter and still people flock to tanning booths to make themselves feel HOTTER. I knew a girl in high school who was there when these horrid places first showed themselves. She went as much as her mom could afford, and her mom could afford as many sessions as her beloved daughter cared to have. Although it is true that tanning beds do not cook your insides, when I saw her just the other day, over 22 years later, she looked like beef jerky and had obviously been through some plastic surgery on her face that was rushed it seemed.
Age is nothing to be afraid of. It is part of the process of life. Unfortunately for us and the many kids who will be here long after we have gone; oh wait, the kids kids, the sun will be getting hotter and hotter. The sun is needed for life, but the sun, like the snake who wakes from a long slumber to a traveling man who thought he was in need of help bites the man but before the man dies asks the snake why, the snake replied because I am a snake; the sun steals away the sunshine from the exterior pieces while providing us all with the very life needed to wear such a ridiculous suit; so temporary and tender, always needing love, tenderness, and the caring and loving touch of another human being. So stay out of the fucking sun! LLc 98.2

lol

I once saw a lady, short and brown and kinda shady. She wore dark sunglasses and a scarf. She had a little dog that went arf! One day the lady and the dog went to the store. Yawning she said " This is quite a bore." The dog replied," yes indeed maam and began to scrath his balls with a sort of, " Maaaan, Ive been down THIS fucking road before!" LLc 98.2

Cuts, bans, and the like

Once again we hear the same old jargon through the kaleidescope of fear and family protection. This is political posturing and nothing more. Making new legislation and coming out with bans on this and bans on that weakens the entire legislative process and keeps things stuck in another time altogether. We do not have time to ban anything as our problems are much more severe.
This is not a story. The real story is cuts, bans, and the like coming from people who believe they have the right way for each individual person. Failure to follow these new rules, so to speak, will result in huge fines and possible jail time. Wow, if that is not socialism, then what is? Truth be told, if community rules were followed and everyone lived safely and lovingly, there would be no money in the kitty. There will always be rule makers and rule breakers; our socialist country relies on the utility that comes from crime. No crime, ban or not, no money. LLc 98.2

soft silence

Change is gradual and often unnoticeable. Once we realize things have changed, often, people will use whatever justification they can (from a pool of justifications and excuses) as a reasoning for their lack of departure; or whatever the case may be. This is a social conflict from within that lays out a firm foundation for building a soft structure that leans at even the slightest wind. Because change acts in soft silence among all actors, and because it is such a time consuming process, our need to be told what to do, how to act, how to dress, how to lose weight, how to find basically anything, etc...etc... is growing at alarming rates. Essentially what is happening is we are becomming too reliant on misinformation and conflict. We have lost our ability to think as all we need is now at our fingertips. This is the now generation and what they will get from it is the immediate gratification they are trained to need through false stimuli as opposed to human contact and all the creativity that can come from it. We are less now than we ever have been; we just think we know shit. What we better know is that we are spoiled little people with big black trucks with lousy music pumping from them. We have become the show and nothing mo! LLc 98.2

fluid toxicity

Too many bosses, too many choices, too many opportunities, and too many opinions; this is where we are now. Because we are at a point along the human time-line where less and less time is spent with other human beings; replaced for the more less productive and singular aspects of technologies sold like bows at a gift wrapping corner in some large, corporate clothing outlet, we have lost the ability to empathize with other human beings without being payed for the opportunity. Stuck we are in the bosom of the monster who feeds on the souls of man's discontentment and desires unfulfilled at the expense of man him/her self. LLc 98.2

revelations

REVELATIONS+++++++++ REVELATIONS+++++++++++++ REVELATIONS++++++++++
Since the beginnings of photography we have been conceptualized, marketed, leased, used, and profited from. The human image has been bought and sold in so many ways that it would take thousands upon thousands of pages in continuum to write it all down and we just cannot afford the cost of such a cumbersome project; let alone conceptualize it without wanting to fall upon a long, sharp blade of some sort, preferrably a samurai sword with edges that cut ribbons from kleenex tissues in flight. Once Fatty and Charlie came along we found a whole new way to profit from images and the people that make them up.
Cinema and advertising came like a couple hand in hand. The propaganda machine was at its infancy which made for a competitive and spirited job market which allowed the stock market to flourish and make money for a great number of people; advertisers included. I would love to continue and get to the point later, but I don't feel like it. So, I will get to the main point.
We the people have been cheated and swindled out of valuable time and money. The game of golf has profited off the human image for far too long. Instructional methodologies have fucked the whole thing up and most golfers will never see improvement in their games for two fucking reasons: they were not trained to improve and they do not care to improve. Why? because one must find fault in order to spend money on instruction and it takes instruction to find the fault. These days, everyone is an instructor and golfers have become accustomed to the struggle as if it were some sort of merit badge that came with weekend blowjobs. It is a circular wheel of warm shit chunks bouncing off our heads as we run run run in the wheel like a rat going nowhere. The drivers hitting it long, the putters knocking it in; it is all one freshly squeezed still hot pile of shit. Yes, I said shit! The minute we began to question ourselves through the use of images: pictures, movies, newspaper articles with pictures, newsreels, advertising; we lost our full potential for one main reason and one reason alone; we are all separate and unique filled with individual passions and flavors that tantalize our taste buds and feed our senses like woven spindles of dynamite.
There is no one way and we know this. The images we see are manufactured for profit. They are second hand news meant for the bottom of birdcages. Instruction video and all the rest of the shit is designed like crack; it leaves you needing more. People go to school to learn how to be deceitful and feel capitalistic and American as a latent function. Images are at the heart of deceitful practices not unlike the pose Abraham Lincoln sat for which took over an hour, or something along those lines.
There is the beginning of the second self and the burden of self reflection and self image through sociography- the self study process of questioning and learning while abandoning everything one thought one could be; to be replaced for the security and sanctity one was taught to believe in while giving no regard to just what it is exactly that makes one wet between the legs or harder than a baseball bat. Images are all lies for money. Play your own fucking game and pay attention to the fundamentals, the one's you can find on page one of any instructional book.
You have the grip which is soft and cuddly yet firm enough to control; the stance which is comfortable and athletic like a human, fleshy piston ready to fire abruptly and with controlled veracity; the posture which simply means to stand parallel to your target while feeling the weight of the club; and ball position which, depending on the shot, is somewhere between your feet; you figure it out. Once you have that, then all you do is be who you are mixed with who you want to be. This of course must be done in your way with your prints all over each and every document along the entire office hallway. Other than that, pull your head out of that tight ass they gave ya and play your game without the mental comparisons to falsity and witchcraft that takes so much of your valuable time. LLc 98.2

piss men

There will always be swindlers and masked men working the con game wearing their suits and ties telling lies selling smiles in exchange for cries. LLc 98.2

so far away from we

Media and misinformation is wired in to our everyday minds and it effects us all in one way or the other. Like an infection of the taint, media infiltrates our being and twists us into a movable spot that needs lies to glide upon. There may be time for truth, but that time is always shared behind closed doors among the diseased fortune tellers who actually believe they are smarter than us little people.
One must laugh at the slight of hand we see every day. Misdirection is the order within the order and surrounding it all is Witchcraft. What do I mean by this? Look around and pay attention to what you see. Look at the TV and listen to the radio. It is one piece of bullshit after another mixed with lame commentary that has no foundation in facts. We have lost ourselves in the spells and our search is taking us further and further away from our intent because we search within the spectrum of reality which is far from reality. LLc 98.2

seen unseen

The link between the known and the unknown is not in the stars or of this Earth. The fact is there is no link at all between anything pertaining to what is known and unknown. We stand now in still the lowest form of human capacity and ability for learning. In time there will be more for humans to do in specific areas like science and philosophy which should be merged enthusiastically.
Because we are still infantile, our unscathed landscape on the inside clouded by the Pre-eminence of media is setting us all back as a species. Our imaginations are clearing space for more unrealities to be found at a later date when we are all gone. Meanwhile we care only about ourselves individually; the first of many signs of our small mindedness. The link between what is known and unknown is never found in the lies people weave; it is never found in what one believes or many believe. We cannot comprehend these things now because we are still growing and easily manipulated by the unseen forces that make up our social world. LLc 98.2

devil in you

People lie because they have to lie and it protects them from any repercussions as far as their job is concerned. Liars are those who easily live within because they sold themselves out long ago for the security that they bought into. Yet, at the same time, many people hate their jobs and can't hold a relationship together. I just wonder how many self lies and lies external were created to attain that status of discontent and disharmony.
The clock keeps ticking as people meander their way to the fastest remedy for all their problems; problems that took a lifetime to create. Some would argue that lying is the best way to not make waves. Hmm, just as the devil himself would put it! LLc 98.2

soo very sad

Reality has lost its way. Reality is nothing more than unreality and cheese with commentators commentating on things in light of their own benefit. Justifications for this come in many ways but in the end nothing changes but the size of the commentators wallets. Keep the people guessing so they can be set up for the next big thing. Suckers we are, surely we will find a way to buy whatever it be. LLc 98.2

creations lie

In twilight still there are many who would look to take all they can. It is understandable that everyone needs to make a dollar. It is also justifiable in some instances, I suppose, to take money through some lie from someone in their twilight. I suppose in most instances everything we do can have some justification attached to it. But what lies behind the justifications and rationalizations are sometimes measurable and open to the eye. Our lies have become transparent to any rational observer. The lies we create inside and sometimes for others makes one wonder what keeps us walking and talking the way we do when the act has broken down if only for a moment. The little demons are on the phones and in the pc's looking for a piece of the twilights. They walk among us and smile the whole way through. LLc 98.2

control

There is a connection between human feelings and all living things. Anger, rage, frustration, all these things include feelings that could be considered negative. This negativity manifests itself in people in various ways considering their upbringing and natural tendencies. Anger, for example, can include physical and mental abuse. Anger itself can manifest rather quickly into rage which is the stage where mistakes are made. Frustration is a normal human thing and it begins when we are young. If we carry negativity with us, it sometimes leaks out in the wrong places. Control comes with experience and drugs. LLc 98.2

here we are

Jill was a normal woman. Confused as we all are between the ages of 12 and 47, Jill began working for the State where she learned the true meaning of time and how much of it can be waisted in a day; not just any one day in particular, but all days individually and combined year after miserable year.
Jack had a good job as a repairman. He never missed a day and always had beer and steak money. Jack also one day decided to work for the State in another capacity. Just yesterday Jack said, "work, you ain't missin nothin!" The man has put on weight, gotten greyer, and his blood pressure is higher than his normal 100 over 70. I swear if he wasn't pink you'd think he was dead.
Jack and Jill now cannot wait for retirement for about 1/4 of their current wage. As time goes by however, we can expect prices to continue to move up as the housing market rebounds and then guess what? the only jobs available will be in law enforcement which will then branch off into separate units each with their own agenda but owned by the same corporation; much as it is now. As crime goes up there will be a need for more law enforcement which will require higher taxes no matter how you slice it. However, no jobs, no taxed income... and who is in charge anyway? Meanwhile Jack and Jill can expect a retirement of 1/4 of what they are accustomed too. Oh yeh, Jack cannot retire until he is seventy. He is 48 now going on 62.

sad

I saw a little league ball game this evening. Things have changed since I was a kid. No longer is there noise allowed coming from the dug-outs; no more bad talking and/or cussing and there is very little enthusiasm with more porkers. Yes, kids today are lazy and are being pussified by social rules and regulations. They are watching far too much television and playing far too many video games. Our country is heading toward the shithouse with media right in the middle filling our heads with opinion and supposition. Sad we are becoming. LLc 98.2

things rather not

Sometimes they say you have to do things in this life that are contrary to your belief system. Sometimes in order to make ends meet you have to perpetuate the line while trying to either sway it, accept it, or go with it without thinking. I believe most people do the latter simply because everyone realizes we have but a short time here; unless you are born into it, you really have no power to change it. The one's on high have been there for sometime and would much rather keep the system flawed thus securing their own jobs and the jobs of those they know.
Similarly, it is not in the interest of the crime stoppers to stop crime or doctors to solve health problems. Also, It is not in the interest of corporations who build prisons to have less inmates. There must be inequality for a society to function. There must be disease and disorder because how else would we get to feel good about ourselves? Were it not for inequality, labeling, favortism, egocentrism, alcoholism, drug addiction and bowling, the whole system would collapse and we would be penniless. Oh wait, we are penniless. This is why we have to do things we would rather not do, because we have to in order to keep up appearances. LLc 98.2

Oh yeh, my other website ran out and has now been taken over by a porn site. this occured through an opened e mail. what can one do? lol

common scheme

Is it better to believe the truth, to recognize it as such, and then just let it go for the sake of saving oneself in the short-term? This is the adult world where decisions must be made everyday that affect other people in the population. These other people vary in size, structure, and position within the ranks of society yet their commonalities make them one. These are the disenfranchised and these are many. LLc 98.2

mis-informed

Misinformation and spin is where we live and thrive. The one who stands out is always the one who stays within his plan, his way, at his cost, even when he is totally lost. Others may see him wiggle from time to time and laugh and criticise him like little kids at the playground; but in more subtle, cellular ways. This is where misinformation thrives and this is what keeps the whole social float running. Add all media and we have the entertainment capital of the world. Meanwhile, we sell more: booze, pharmaceutical drugs, food, soda, and all kinds of other crap than anyone else does. Misinformation is witchcraft and nothing more. LLc 98.2

stagnation

We have too many commentators (paid) who have an agenda that is directly linked to misinformation so we the people can spin all around inside our own little heads as other people ring out the juice from every oiled and greased up dollar before the whole damn thing hits the skids. Those who speak about things they have absolutely no real knowledge of are pure speculators and conjecture flakes. The influence these fat fuckers have over we the people is simply staggering. LLc 98.2

inclined to drive

We are all so afraid of poverty and not fitting in with the crowd we feel we need to fit in with that some people will do most anything to prevent these things from happening. For most of us keeping up appearances is all we think we have. Nobody ever stops to look around to see why we feel these ways. Nobody is encouraged, nor is anyone shown the way to their particular destination. For some reason our real destination always winds up in the unreal of our minds; our dreams. This we are encouraged to do.
For years we have heard how it is good to dream, but the real world has no place for dreamers. This is one reason why we are not inclined to drive toward the unreal. The dichotomy is that the social world is just like a dream, a bad dream filled with the walking musculature's of the never has beens. This is not their fault as they too were encouraged to do this and that and discouraged to dream. The exceptions in all cases however were people like, well, we all know who they are/were don't we? They were the one's in the books some people still read.
Imagine an educational system that created jobs for teachers, allowed for creative thinking that had some benefit to the community, and provided a well rounded and complete education that included music, art, metal shop, wood shop, as well as specialty classes for the academically inclined. Imagine school being a place of learning and creativity. Imagine.
How can this be? First, all upper level jobs would be eliminated. For far too long we have allowed politics to invade the future of the children. A new way with less at the top and more at the bottom will loosen up funding to not only have more teachers, but a variety of classes as well with more money going where it needs to go, into the pockets of the teachers and in each individual classroom. Shall I continue? LLc 98.2

sad

I heard a 27 year old woman say that it was too late for her in her life. She went on to say that she made the wrong choice in her life by marrying a sociopath. Also, she would have rather not let him anywhere near her vagina, ever! So, in her used up and snowed mind, she has resigned to the idea that she is screwed and there is nothing she can do about it. Because she is married to suck a prick, he uses any means necessary to keep her down and in his control while being a non-contributer to the family himself in any way, shape, or form. To look at this woman you would think she was in her late 30's. This all because she married a life sucker; soulless and without a caring bone in his worthless body and mind. So remember kids, if you marry someone, make damn sure they have a soul. LLc 98.2

red flag

You know, with all the bullshit and opinions and all the other crap we hear about each day, it's no wonder we have the highest number of people in the klink; more divorce; more alcoholism (including germany); more heart disease; more obesity, and more drugs and magazines and commercials to remedy each and every one; and a whole lot more, of the few ailments mentioned in this culture and they all work together in one big cyclonic pool of sewage, shit crap for us to sift through as we wait in earness for the next cock-sucker to be named american idol. LLc 98.2

authentic bliss

The beginning of the end always comes when things feel just right and you know from that point forward, whatever point that be, that there will never be a feeling to match this one and all things afterwards are a simple chain of events leading to the eventual demise of the relationship as a whole. Not to say that discontent cannot be habit forming and fun, but the idea here is to somehow be happy in as many different ways simultaneously as possible. This of course can be realized once one adjusts to the truth in their lives versus some unauthentic, fabricated social truth that holds no water here. The beginning is the end in itself to all things here in their eventualities. LLc 98.2

roots good

The immediacy of things is disrupting the flow of humanity as we embark on times that have no familiarity to us. This could be said for all future sights, but this is no normal time in our history. These days anything is possible through the media blare. All one needs is a camera and a blank blank account and he/she can become an instant celebrity. I just wonder about the value of celebrity status and if it is something one would wish on anyone. In our immediacy of things we forget about the human elements of people; the parts beyond the images and words where the feelings sprout from good roots and good ideas. LLc 98.2

mood changes

Moods change like the seasons, but the seasons exist within each of us. As the seasons in nature change, so too does our seasons or moods. When our mood changes, usually in a bad way, we tend to make bad choices and say the wrong things to the only people who would pick us up from jail in the middle of the night.
Our perception of the day is balanced only when we feel no spirited engagement within ourselves; no conflict; no desire for something unattainable and based in some temporary, daily status. Once a change of mood occurs and the balance is leaning too far this way or that, it is our perception and/or mood that incorporates itself into our remaining interactions thus offsetting and misfiring ourselves in the eyes, perhaps, of all the others. LLc 98.2

elements granted

A hero is someone who takes the tides against him. He is one who becomes battered with time and energies that are a detriment to any normal existence. He always comes out in the end on top of the world as he knows his temporary spot here has a specific place designed with him in mind. This is not a control thing by some other entity. There are few pieces to this chess-set. A hero is a definition of the misunderstood; a label falsely printed with an end in mind. There is no equity in heroic acts for they happen in the out of control elements of time and of space. LLc 98.2

below

Our willingness to accept things for what they are is exactly why people get wrinkles and grey hair, often far too soon in life. Also, during our acceptances that get so much social recognition in our certain circles, we find the art of second and third floor occupation. On the second floor we find our various representatives that communicate only with those closest to us: family, friends, significant others etc.. The third floor is employed among the unknowns. Here is where you find the sparkly sprinkles that decorate us like a cake: nice shoes, clean and pressed pants; you know, for the daily show of who we are as individuals within the community we live under.
LLc 98.2

no contract

We run from the things we perceive to be a detriment to ourselves and those we care about. We also run into the middle of the storm knowing full well the journey will take us places we ought not to be. Here is the dilemma and here is where, in time, "the line must be drawn," someone said long ago; words shoveled down from one generation to the next with a specific design in mind on the unconscious self.

There are no lines in the pursuit of happiness and justice unless another person, animal, or property of some kind is harmed either intentionally or otherwise. The process of idea development must have no process that is consciously thought about or manufactured by a Pre-written clause in some contract. This hurts the creative process by objectifying it. We do far too much of that already, don't we? LLc 98.2

adult madness

There is nothing at times more pleasurable than meandering through the second life. The second life is the one in which all justifications for our various actions and situations seem valid and unremarkable. The pleasure we derive from our second lives is only surpassed by our willingness to continue the mind screw. It has almost gotten to the point where we the people have become me the individual. Harmony among fellow people, that is for kids. Let the adults teach and preach hostility so they can suck away all the soul from our youth. Some example huh? LLc 98.2

pineapples and cherries

What if we are temporary, 124 million year experiments designed by the lower class of a higher functioning system of beings no less than 50 miles up in the sky along a thin vapor line that is unseen to even the most highly trained eyes? If we are, then we have absolutely nothing to worry about. LLc 98.2

corn

We walk around in our decorations and manners and we believe there are things they know that we do not. We believe ourselves less than our abilities and we enjoy this process; our process. We enjoy it because we are told to enjoy it. It is not a direct tell nor is it something we are even aware of as it is happening.
We are mere images on the hyper-real assembly line that kicks out products conceived by those who stand the best chance of reviving the old one due to the global exchange of people and images with nothing but copy paper to show for it stamped with the signature of some over priced attorney who works for the old soul himself. LLc 98.2

narrow own

People will always find a way to make days difficult, especially when they jump to conclusions about matters they know nothing about. Protecting ones own interest is fine, but without listening to the other sides of the interaction; whatever that interaction is based on, then making a decision based on sound realities taken in trust (not unlike the innocent until proven guilty scenario we adore so much but rarely follow) will be impossible. Allowing for more of an adult oriented conversation founded in being a human being first before acting as a representative of another entity should be the goal during any interaction. But people are simply unable to see life through any other lens but their narrow own for fear they may have to make changes that could rock their fairy boat. LLc 98.2

authentic nature

Rarely is it ever the man. The sounds are provided by unseen forces filtered down through many generations, contemplations, and exiled particularization's based on nonspecific rationalizations founded through political and religious affiliations under the guidelines set by generalized supervision of the media kind thus making the spirit climb open only to those who allow them inside. This requires less of the you in the social world; to be recognized as anything but a popper employed by the lights and sounds of good music and memories unabated and authentic in their nature plantation, just as the spirits like it. Let them in and allow them all to guide the sense inside you. Nobody can go anything alone- we are never alone. LLc 98.2