time consented

There needs to be a revitalization of real art; new and interesting ways of seeing the world in which we live. This new revolution will spur on creation giving little heed to the consequences which can never be as bad as holding it all deep inside; building pressure in time. LLc 98.2

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out from in

I think sometimes we try too hard at things when we should trust the fact that we know what the hell were doing. Just because one person works at something constantly does not mean you will find success in the same way as he. Results will vary from person to person and what may be working for you even, on one day, may be the last thing you need on another day. I think we try too hard to fit into some preconceived mold; whether it be lay ed out in childhood or sometime thereafter. No matter the case, our ideals are set too high for our own good. I guess it's OK to try real hard if only you see progression in real time. If no progression measurable, then you are trying too hard no matter what it is you are involved with inside or out. LLc 98.2

warm up

The golf swing should never be broken down in bits and pieces as it is a unified action that includes the whole body firing in natural order. There is no room to break it down as it is happening nor is there room to break it down while in practice unless guided by someone who is familiar with your particular swing, period. There is no one way to do it but there are words used by people that seem to make sense to the golfing masses. Words like "grip it lightly" or "keep your head down" are just two phrases we can all agree with to a certain extent.
The fact is we hear the answers to the important questions every weekend, but nobody seems to hear them. The swing is athletic so you stand a better chance of hitting it well the better shape your in; but this holds true for most things does'nt it? A good, safe warm up before the round is also essential as any tension hinders the total transfer of energy. LLc 98.2

soon be glad

There is no remedy for our reliance on media and propaganda as a mechanism for the same decorated as different. Time will show the truth behind the various curtains and see through walls that echo what goes on in those darkened halls. The deal makers and breakers operate in plain clothes and walk among us, but at night they are something quite different. The patterns we can see will always point to specific directions by design. Mass manipulation is the cornerstone of all operations that dwell in their infancy inside the creepiest parts of our universe. LLc 98.2

the lives inside

I used to think that living inside my head was a bad thing until I found out around 8 that I was not the only boy, or human for that matter, peddling the big wheel uphill to an empty pond filled with Toad poop and flies. There is no question that in the end we are realized only in the thoughts of other people. Are we aware of this as our shell rots in the ground and our spirited self is renewed somewhere beyond all our contemporary comprehensions?
These conversations inside for most of us was realized, at least in my generation, with the movie Animal House when the devil and the angel popped up on either side of the kids face in a really nice representation of inner conflict and decision making; even though the situation in the piece was sexually and morally based making some uncomfortable at which point they should activate their right to change the channel or set the thought free comfortably from their limited minds, humor wise.
Living inside our head is where we spend most of our time. If too much conflict on the inside, then look bad on the outside manifested through eating, not eating enough, drugs (legal or other wise), booze, smoking, you name one). Inside is where some of us hear how fucked up we are on an everyday basis; how we would be better off in a bar someplace drinking the entire day away; smoking and socializing with fun and interesting people. Living inside our head may sometimes be a bad thing when too many thoughts occupy that space as if they were articles of clothing being spun inside one of those stainless steel dryers between 5 and seven PM. LLc 98.2

man or no

To become a man one must accomplish, through the rhetorical or not, something totally different while being accepted in the day's color and brightness. As we are bread to believe we need to feed on the acceptance of other's. The often forgotten about tools we came with become useless yet we bag them and carry them around with us as if we were going to some day use them. Time will show that tools are no damn good unless they are employed by our passionate selves. It is through our own mechanisms we find our way, not their way. This is the definition of being a man. LLc 98.2

so far, right now

We have been bought and sold and there is nothing we can do about it. Freedom is less than it was before; not much, and we have become pieces to the big economic jigsaw puzzle. It is not possible to imagine just how many of us get screwed each and every day just by living and breathing. The things we are told we need, the things that are offered as remedies, all make us simple and imagination free. This breakdown of individuality is a result of years of input by those who care about nothing other than their pocketbooks. The system itself workd against itself and for it because no matter what happens to any one person or group of people, there will be money made by someone. Once money comes before people by people interested in money only, then what we have is far from a democracy, very fucking far from a democracy. LLc 98.2

the long day

We are offered sweet silence in the day; the beginning of the day before the phone rings keeping us up when we would rather be down. We are offered sweet silence in the day before anyone awakes. Here we have solice and individuality where we are not one with the necessary crowd but one with our necessary and true self. This is the only time in our day where we think clearly enough to not be marred by the influences of other people as a necessity for gains. Sweet silence in the day is a gift to be cherished even as a relatively young person in the long day. LLc 98.2