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Too many options in this life make decision making at certain points next to impossible. Once we stand on perceived solid ground, we may find flowers elsewhere more pleasing to the eye. Maintaining the same as everything else moves on is like driving a race car until it runs out of gas. To stop the progress in ones life is to stop one's life. Once that has been achieved, weight gain and television is all one has left before they die.

alteration this effect

The nasty things people do and say serve as no reflection upon me and you per say. On day's when we allow another person's anger with themselves and their circumstances to infiltrate our pleasantries, we have allowed someone else's, a stranger maybe; inner conflicts to skew our design as we leave our positivity behind. This alteration this effect may or may not be desired depending on the mechanisms through which we believe we require to get us through our days in our own ways, separately the same repeatedly. LLc 98.2

border walls

It would be fantastic if we could somehow wipe away the materials on our mental chalk board's. To finally be rid of the propositions we make to ourselves, selling us away from us; doing so with an exterior smile to hide our fight, would be a grizzly wake up call to our sleepless, zombie-like nights. The lonliness we sometimes go through is only going to increase so long as we remain captive alone the borders of our inside walls. LLc 98.2

just

There are small moments in our time that reveal the future in specific ways. Those who pay attention to the trajectory of things can see exactly where we stand now; and where we will be standing tomorrow.

time roles

The modern way is much better than the ways of yesterday. To try and emulate is fine for practice, but real and true identity results from the plethora of experiences and roles we take, and have taken, over time. This means we change our inside parts, or the surface of them, much more often than we used to. Mix that reality of roles with the many rallies we partake in within. LLc 98.2

obsessions

I am never amazed at those people who suffer from obsessive compulsive disorder. These people are wrapped up tight enough to match that of a crab's ass; and that is pretty damn tight. I sometimes feel there will eventually be a breaking point, but amazingly, and often, those who I think are on the bubble as far as cracking up goes somehow wind their way through the muddy creek and come out on the other side all dirty but better off in some strange way. People are going to obsess over things and there is not much anyone can do about it. LLc 98.2

magic method

The art of questioning oneself is more than a made up thing, it is innate and driven home by the methods and magic of media. The answers to the questions are both given to us thus lessening the burden of thought and action. Questioning ourselves is in fact like questioning a writer whom we have never met and never will.

Video does the same thing. It provides both the question and the solution. Video simply places images with words offering colorful interpretations of what could possibly be one reality. Because there is no one reality for everyone, the thought of even allowing the presence of such a force is, in and of itself, a stepping stone in the dehumanization process.

We question ourselves even more now, but our questions are not all our own. They have been invaded by the very real social stream of secondary consciousness in training. LLc 98.2

similarity's Lies

It is sometimes possible to maintain oneself within Lie's constraint. One can find happiness over short spurts. The thinking then can be, with each instance and context, that the lie can be use full and even worth pursuing. One may even see profit from such relationships. However, it is probable that, in the long haul, one will find unrecognized discontent that is completely severed from their real and base selves. Every move, every word they say; every action they take from this unusual and pattern specific place, must be founded in similar and parallel lies of similarity. LLc 98.2

money

I guess when it comes down to it, we are all screwed. No matter how good or bad it gets in our lives; no matter how rich or poor we are or become; no matter if the flames in our relationships are still burning brightly or not, in the end game, and during the end times in all our lives, we will be placed out to pasture only to reflect on all the fucking cash we waisted buying unnecessary shit in the hope and belief that we look good in the eyes of other people. As we age out of society's wreckless abandon, still we will be driven by the almighty number one and two head honcho's in charge, money and credit. LLc 98.2

grind

There is a correlation between what we see everyday and our belief systems that are ever changing, hopefully. Stagnation stains the fabric of an authentic society. We require movement now, and this movement must have new pathways to travel. Removing obstructions, politically or otherwise, requires stamina and the ability to take criticism well. This is nothing new as the established order likes things the way they are while those without MONEY simply take it and move on. If strength is what this country is looking for, it can be found in places other than Harvard and Princeton. No sponsorship is needed for inspiration and no social order can stop the free flow of ideas that eventually make it through the grinder. LLc 98.2

deceptive course

We sometimes feel bound up by silent responsibility. Overwhelmed, we tend to then make poor word choices that affect people in different ways. This spin, out of context, is the foundation of someone else's arguement. Unhappiness reigns in this realm as the growing cloud of suspicion rises above all things.
Change is slow and occurs at variable speeds among different people from different backgrounds and perspectives. From an individual standpoint, the mental chalk board must be erased. But how can the memories of established relationships over time somehow be vanquished from the dreariness of daily self deception's majesty? Certainly not through the daily grind of sufficiency and maintenance... through the cloak of silent responsibilities drive in the social scheme from which we thrive and drive, right? LLc 98.2

the ultimate life

The ultimate life is what some people seek. Their ways or interpretations of the ultimate life must differ just as they differ. Replication is no way to make real gains in this life and the ultimate life must include gains of the measurable type. The measurable type is nothing more than words, pictures, movies, and biographies of the processes of exploration through the various lenses of those who live it. Still, many other people choose anonymity for their pathways. This mode of transportation may not yield immediate results or financial fortune, but what can come from them is, at the very least, is a new and interesting perspective from which to see the world. This is nothing bad and always interesting. The ultimate life is defined by the holder of the candle. LLc 98.2

same but similar

Too often our focus is on the end game as we penetrate the now's formatted plan. The those we entertain during the game seem mere representations of the spirit movement once noticed than actualized people with possible games to play themselves. This messiness is social life and it can never be replaced with past movements never the same but similar. LLc 98.2