limitless fallability

We feel strength when things are set in patterns we can follow; there is comfort in that. When these patterns are subjected to outside entities that sway the opinions of the current inner administration, one then must do what administration requires on the outside which is to immediately DOWNSIZE, for the sake of the company itself. This altars the inner administration only if that administration is not going through changes. But as we all know, changes occur everyday in all administrations-because if they do not, they become stagnant, useless, and unable to altar their current route thereby having to rely on temporary measures for long term problems with the entire system as a whole left hostage in and of itself.

elongation

The times at night when light is scarce bring efforts from above to remind us we are never alone. The entities around serve a duel purpose: they protect, confuse, and remind you everyday how fallable you are while reminding you of your fullest and most spectacular potential patterns.

dance

When we dance we stare; we stare at the dreams we created long ago. We perpetuate the dream through movies and tv and we become less involved in the fulfillment of those dreams. In reality, maybe it is better for dreams to remain so. It is difficult to forget the dream you have been dreaming since you were a fish no matter how hard you wish.

titles

I see them walking together but separately each packing a world of dots and dashes; smooches and clashes. The world on the inside shirks lightly at all times with the occasional rumble from on high that makes one wonder why. Ink blotches and c.. stains is what titles are for.

meek

One small piece, one small place, one really big space provided by the unknown and one big fireworks show. The alternative lights can only be found only on the ground. The other things, the important things, are found in the light of slow rolling cascades of widespread human tarnish on a once gleeming landscape filled with God.

The postive frame

From false consciousness we derive pleasure in the real things as they are presented and as they are sold. From there we receive short bursts of happiness by design because we know what to expect from what we get. The idea of individuality slowly and surely washes away in a tidepool of toads fat from the swampy mess of everyday sale of self. Whores we are and whores we will always be in a world of corporate pimps who massage the stockholders with bundles and bundles of cash so they can have their golden parachutes and younger and younger wives. False consciousness means to have a value in what you are doing while at the same time thinking what you are doing is benefitting you when in reality you are not getting anything from it. What you are doing is living life for the benefit of other people who have much more juice than you do. This is why we are all whores. Advancement just means living on the second floor of the house instead of the first. You may have better shoes and more cash but you are still just a whore like the rest of us. Unless you are happy, you are growing older being unhappy and one day you will die unhappy fooling yourself the entire way through; but that is what whores do under the flag of false consciousness.

damaged

There is no possible way to get through age 30 without being damaged in some way. It happens to all of us in so many different ways sometimes it is hard to count. Over time there is a build up which can manifest itself in different ways prior to losing it altogether. We are afraid of losing it because we feel inadequate already and one good breakdown just doesn't look good in the eyes of others even though it may be necessary to lose it from time to time. There is no embarrasment in it because so long as the only one you hurt is yourself and no other. The torture we put ourselves through from time to time merits an explosion and change of scenery; a different perspective on things. Time is short for us all and most people never have the balls to make any moves. These moves should be centered around the well-being of self through the use of methodologies that resemble actual thoughts revolving around the singular notion of exactly what it is that makes you happy in the truest sense. You can be highly successful and still be a miserable individual because your life is not, nor has it ever been, yours.
People will say this and that and nobody can never know the horror you feel inside. Most of us hide the darkness; some are unable to accomplish this. In doing so, in not accomplishing I mean, there are no feelings at all inside because they get shoved away, stored if you will, for future use in tight times. Soon feelings for people vanish and the singular life becomes a solitary existence with a vivid imagination. This is what a sociopath is; without feelings and thoughts of regrets in the truest form, not the one shown as an actor. Misery is something familiar to all of us, but the sociopath is not concerned for others because this person lives without feelings at all. That makes the individual dead. WE are all damaged and there is nothing we can do about it. The most important thing to know and understand is the value of keeping your mouth shut. This way you can let it build and build until one day you realize you have been waisting your time and waisting your life. People are afraid to be happy because they are not conditioned to be so.