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The price for happiness will and can never be measured by the dollar. The experiences we share though sometimes unaware, serve to form an inner foundation of self that binds together different aspects and perspectives inside from multiple partnerships developed over years and years of socialization and inner battles from competing entities. The cost of happiness is alienation because for some people, life has far to many ups and far too many downs and as a result, there is never a consistent pattern with any foundation at all in anything real and true. Maybe we are all better off in the virtual world because in the virtual world we can shut down like a system, a product, which is what we are a part of. In that sense, there is no freedom. 98.2

evolution, the life occurance and flow

By design we come to the breaking point, the crossroads, the place where decisions need to be made at the time. Unfortunately we are unaware of these decisions as they occur; and much has been written on this. The idea of being aware, or becoming aware of these intersections while they are happening, is also of interest by many. Making seemingly rational choices at certain times may indeed be nothing more than a cyclical ride on the bullshit train which again is inherently human. So then what?
We become aware of our short-comings and find ways to navigate through them by altering our decision making processes thinking we are being smart when in actuality we are obstructing the natural flow of our lives. Insodoing, we become products of the decision making process that has a foundation in pure acting and not of the self as a system of interrelated responses to life occurrances in flow.

marked by sprinkles

I took a class a long time ago that emphasized a person should only write about what they know. To prove a point the instructor asked us to write one page about how we think we will be in 20 years and why. The instructor then remarked that the chances were very good that what we write on that page will be the polar opposite of what we will be in 20 years. She went on to say that there are great differences in ideals and realities.
The only thing I knew about reality was how my parents rarely spoke to one another unless they happened to be in the same place at the same time. Their schedules were very different and only when the occasional weekend trip was postponed did the folks actually have fun together. On these occasions they had the forsight to plan to have the neighbors over for some food and beverage. This was the fun time in our lives and to this day I have yet to see any family match the childhood I had and for that I am the luckiest man on the planet.
Today we have issues that are wide in scope and consequential now for the young people in the future. That is a hard pill to swallow and we all need to be consciously making an effort to unite in some capacity to assist one another in these times of crisis. The rederick is misleading and self serving to the select few. This is fine so long as the entire population is not completely off balance and searching at the same time.
There is a thin tether keeping us afloat as opposed to and firm yet comfortable wrap keeping our entire population developing and constantantly striving for the perpetuation and development of spirited debates over ideas about the issues that confront us as a people and us and individuals able to compete in a free market based in a diversity reflective of our current population. This is what America is all about and this is something we need not be reminded of. The memories of the fallen ones remind us of what it means to have the courage of conviction in the perpetuation of the very ideas I spoke of earlier. This is nothing new, we just need to apply it!
Write about what you know and what you believe I say. Write about everything in every way. Expect nothing and for that you will remain convinced that what you are writing about is meaningful and from that place, every now and again, passion leaks through and other people will get to see what you see and appreciate that. I enjoyed that class because we learned not to make adjustments. Take the mistakes and let them fly because if they were meant to become yours, the mistakes will always return dressed in different skivies. lol 98.2

virtual schisms and the non-productive force

The decline of humankind is extensive as we tour the virtual world in its infancy. Our decline began with the advent of the information super-highway, but as we see now that information can be suspect as anyone with a mouth can post anything they see fit and call it reality. I suppose this is a good thing because it allows us to see and hear different perspectives coming from different life forms that exist predominately on the inside. The highway allows us to be real in the virtual sense; more involved than we might otherwise be. But how involved can we be virtually?

fruit a fallen, inc

I would like to walk on a magnificent pathway leading to the ultimate height of human experience and existence. I would see the shorelines of golden waters reflecting all that is good in the human spirit. I would see reflections in gold of happy children playing and activity in good things all over as far as the eye could see. The smell of barbeque in the air so dense I would have to wave the smoke from my smiling face in order to catch the ball that will eventually find its way into my warm hands. No worries in that place. Nothing to shut me down and make me feel less than I am. In that place, there is only good thoughts; the thoughts that create fond memories we humans hold so dear to our hearts. My magnificent pathway has no desire, no pain, no guilt, and no sadness. It has only fruit that goes splat every time it falls from the tree.

multiplicity

Planetary forces that align against the spirit are indeed the spirits of disgruntled souls. They have places to go as the doors to the universe are wide open for them but because of their nature in stubbornness they prefer to be forever bitter for the sake of spreading it around to as many souls as possible while they still are bound by Earthly blood and body. The influences of the darker spirits are all over our social world. There is no categorization for them under any one religious context. This is beyond the scope of man and politics. It is something carried from one generation to the next through various forms of text both in silence and in rage, rumor and inuendo. This is the formulation of self through years of socialization in the cycle, the human cycle, the one that includes the unhappy souls that walk among us all and influence us in a multitude of ways. 98.2

film clips

Entitled for more entitled for less, we charge forth in times of duress. We bypass suspicion to mask the flavor of discontent by favoring a more off hands approach to things. It is in this way we regress to stay the same and alter not our life chances. We look to progress yet we fascinate ourselves in snappy justifications. We yield to the exterior while keeping tight the lid on ourselves.
Nobody can see the real me as sometimes he has nowhere to be, not even on the inside can you see. Are you like me? I sometimes search to feel. Are you like me? I sometimes search to sleep. Are you like me? I sometimes fail in my endeavors. Are you like me? I like to wear leather. Are you like me? 98.2