substance

There is substance inside all of us and sometimes it takes waves for it to show. Some people may not require a show, others need it. Substance comes from a firm belief in an ideal that is rooted in learned behavior either from primary or secondary sources. In some cases, this learned behavior happens very early in life, in other cases it may never happen. In our world today substance is hard to come by. Those who have it need not show it because it shines with their every word.

pain hides

Sometimes I see the hostility mask of defensiveness in action, especially among the wounded who feel pain inside but look really great outside. A smile for these people would hurt their skin as they yearn inside for difference. The cool-down at evening's end is the one time where thoughts gleem clearly like the teeth from that white, British chick who does those gum commercials. The rest of the day there is a constant grinding that slowly sucks the soul right out from them. I guess maybe we all have similiar issues; I guess we all have pain inside we need to hide. We get older and better at it!

wind contains

The wind, you can feel it on your body but cannot see it. The wind, it cannot be seen but we know it exists. We do not care of its creation or derivation, but we rely on what it brings us. We rely on it so much that we cannot imagine what life would be like without it. Some people feel the same way about other things that cannot be seen or felt. Does that make their beliefs incorrect? Who would I be to say they are wrong. They may feel something stronger than the wind. They may feel something earthly romances cannot provide. In the absence of such things, all we would have is the wind keeping us cool until we come to our ultimate coolness where there is no need for wind. How strong is the human imagination? It is as strong as it needs to be for those who seek answers to more pressing questions.

thread specific

I came across a woman in green. She had legs that were lean and they went all the way up to her butt. She was like a tall tree standing alone in one big meadow; strong and beginning to show form and function. I did not speak with her, there was no need. She looked at me and blew me away. For me to say a word would be a crime. I watched her as she elegantly walked by me. She smiled and raised her shades momentarily. She knew she was smoking and so did I. Why she appeared in that place at that time I do not know nor do I care. Even if it wasn't real it was real enough for me to never forget it. She wore a green business suit threaded specifically for her, and it fit beautifully.

recognition dream

There are but a few people worthy in this life of any real note. Most of what we see is complete malarky. Those who have uniqueness are not all selected to be a part of the so called "dream of recognition". Creationism should be the freedom to be exactly and precisely the person you were designed to be. This realistic view is not encouraged; which is why it takes greater courage to overcome the negative from those who did not choose wisely. The fact is, we are not encouraged to be happy and excited about our lives. We are not socialized to be a positive shape around ourselves. We are products of a system rooted in prosperous times. But those times are no longer and adjustments need to made in all our lives. This is not compensatory, this is progression. Progressive thought requires people singular in character who are willing to listen and adjust without making promises contrary to action. 98.2 LLC

necessary control

Oh there is a mystical place of truth that defines all that is corrupt with our thought processes and angular perspectives of self promotion. These things come from a far off place and time where control was necessary during turbulent points of creation and confusion. Times are much different now as we have grown to become more tolerant of things and ways we may not agree with. To think of our time now in such a way as to compare it to any point in the past is a form of regression that we cannot afford. That mystical place where we find the need to compare is indeed no longer useful if one is to come to a better understanding things. We constantly search for truth, yet the last thing we want to deal with is the truth within ourselves as it compares to the old times. The fact is, there is no comparison.

difference in you

Take the journey into the deepest and darkest place you can think of and maneuver with those who travel alongside. Expect different things you will, but the draw will keep you in your place. If not happy in that place, abandon the area all together and say goodbye to that unholiness. No sights and sounds can prevent the heartache within and no replacements are coming. This is your life now and who you choose to associate with makes all the difference in you.