no static

It is our dreams that give us the strength to get out of bed in the morning. It is a change of circumstance that prevents the dreams from happening because we are afraid to leave what we have now even though, if your me, we don't have much to lose. It is easy to say they can have everything because it can all be replaced. But what about how it would look in the eyes of other people? This is really all we concern ourselves with and we really need to get away from that frame of mind. It is like a spinning wheel that always stops on the same number and with every spin comes a new shade of grey upon our heads. Keep dreaming, but we also need to activate different circumstances in order to not become static.

money all about

I saw a peace sign on the back of a car today. It is symbolic of an individuals belief in non-violence and "No War". As if History does not prove that no violence and no war should never happen. Of course it should never happen. Of course war is bad and hurtful. But being a lover of peace and placing little peace signs on your car will never make your dream of non-violence and no war possible. You will still be the same idealistic bubble liver who dreams in one world but lives in another. The human race is anything but peaceful but nickels and dimes will always be made on the sale of trinkets that symbolize a utopian society free from reliance on other countries. After all it is really all about money, isn't it?

always have been

Shield the rain that inevitably comes from your ducts no longer. Holding back these kind of emotions means the manifestation of a new habit built upon another. This will continue until you have a monument of you built up so high it would take twice as long to break it apart. The problem with that is the monument of yourself is nowhere near the real you. It is a representation of one thing built upon another and it is all based, at least in part, on a lack of ability to release emotions in tear form. This would be especially helpful for all people as it is not gender specific. We just get caught up sometimes and forget just how strong and valuable we all are. Let the salt flow in public or private and laugh a little. These two things will generate a fresh outlook that will remind you of the person you always have been but forgot about.

suffering commercially

Commercials made up by people in ad agencies, shoveled through the media, bought and paid for by fat cats in their desire to create more revenue for their companies, really do have an effect on all of us. Ads are so pervasive these days that we do not have to be conscious of them all to get what they are selling. Our brains pick up everything and we remember the colors in the ads on the highways just as easily as we remember the bearded guy who sells orange clean between 2 and 7 in the morning. I even have some of that shit myself. It smells like warm, oily oranges simmering on a stove way up high in the mountains. No walls, no cabin; just a stove in the woods next to a really big tree filled with chiggers and mites. Commercials and media ruins people for generations as the successful adman buys yet another shiny new thing to display his power. Meanwhile, people in society actually believe their bullshit. We all suffer in our beliefs.

stirefoam

It was a remarkable sight and it took breathe away from the deepest part of me. In her every move was an elegance, a confidence in stride that turned my silly side on a slippery slope. Every thought in my head was lustful. I wanted her in my mouth and all over me and everywhere else. But then I remembered how it is not good to feel a physical attraction toward women; especially beautiful, sexy, stunningly outstanding possessing an overall oneness with God and nature, type woman. However, After some thought I began to reflect on the Bible and all the murder, lust, and deceitful practices that are present within the text. No matter what happens, there will still always be a genuine need for stirefoam.

free

Take loose of the stigma and act accordingly, but only for a short time longer. The life plans are kept secret inside and are for nobody's ears but yours and mine. Take the seeds and let them feed from rays of light until they bloom with colors bright. Take loose of the stigma that was planted inside by someone other than yourself and watch it tear off in search of another person to latch on to. Take the bag of rocks and put it down. On top of the bag lay your gloves. After a few seconds, when habit wants you to put those gloves back on, just stop and look at the bag your past; appreciate it, then move on. That portion is now gone forever so you are now free to persue other endeavors.

expectation zone

Often our expectations meet with reality and we find these two ideals to be completely opposite of one another. We sometimes forget that the inner utopian existence must always remain on the inside far removed from the exterior. If you strike gold and have a feeling that what you are experiencing right now resembles that of the utopian spectacle, then you must keep that feeling to yourself and never tell a soul. This must be done because it is impossible to show the elation of a dream fulfilled. Expectations and realities are two different concepts. Why? Because expectations cannot include the feelings, reasonings, and plausabilities that must preclude any realization because before any realization can be made it must be done in a specific context and in a specific situation. One never knows the things leading up to the utopian existence because people think too much in the end capacity while paying little attention to the required details. All the flavor is in the details. The details are in reality while expectations focus more on the result. There is a hell of a lot of space inbetween these two very different concepts which leave the depression door ajar so we can slither inside; to be free of reality in the expectation zone.