memory

The drawback to memory are the many false comparisons that get made when one thing has absolutely nothing to do with the other. Like computer chips and hardware there comes a time when the need becomes lower and lower for that product. When we compare, for example, the political structure now to the 1960's we can see similarities but nothing more. Memory prevents change in any way it can. This is why things in media last forever inside our minds keeping us at bay with little if anything to say. We are trapped inside ourselves and need media now. If we don't have it, we become lost and really pissed of. So now there becomes, as has always been, a need for media to the point that without it I am completely and utterly lost. Why? Because every time, if memory serves me correctly, that the power has gone out because of a wreck or the weather, and the power goes out, there are people in the street rolling out of their houses with flashlights and candles talking out loud about how shitty life is. This conditioning has made us weak to think that without media we are lost forever.

wce

World-class effort requires world-class accommodations. An effort made through a half-hearted array of misconceptions and deceitful practices; both within the self and outside the self, requires not only more effort and time, but also more brain time away from the desired activity that has been understood and accepted as the best way to achieve whatever goal is on the table. Effort is not the means to an end, it is the mechanism through which the means needs to function. Means is human, effort is not. Effort is driven by the soul that answers to one cause, one desire, and one dream that must eventually rise out of all our delusional states.

falsities daily

Is there such a thing as an overactive imagination, one that completely disregards reality in all its forms and capacities? Reality is itself fiction so the answer to that question is no. But it is not that simple is it? It rarely is. Reality can be just as real as the sharpest of dreams if the plan is to see it first with your imagination. Imagination is the starting point to progress. Without imagination there would be nothing now and nothing in the future.
Those who say that you have an overactive imagination need to look at themselves and how they present themselves in the eyes of other people each day. It takes imagination for any actor to present themselves on the social stage. This is always done through the eyes of other people. One could argue a case of insanity in all of us for this type of working imagination; especially since it is a perceived requirement before leaving the house out into the social world of complete and utter plasticity and flacid promises never kept. An overactive imagination is all anybody has because none of us are truely happy or satisfied; God forbid! 98.2 LLc

you are

I have these words to keep me going when the days become long and the burden becomes strong; bearing down on me with the weight of time itself.

There is the road with its beginning, and the view is cluttered. What is seen comes to view like a spectacle of lights and sounds that are sometimes frightening. It is magnificent and true and it is all for you. It is the beginning of a neverending series of experiences that will establish a place along that road, and in this world, that is synonymous with your struggle and it will be known that you were here and made the best of it-and succeeded. 98.2 LLc

interesting

Not too long ago a book was found in an abandoned house. It was tucked away inside an old chest found in a hallway that looked better than it should have considering its obvious age. It was elegantly dressed with fine cloth and not a nick on the entire piece. It was magnificly stained in red as if it was mixed with the blood of a man passionately involved in his craft. Inside was an envelop containing various letters and cards that were as elegantly preserved as the vessel itself. One note in particular, scratched on a small scrap of paper struck me as I rummaged through all the wordings like a hungry rat. It was a short note that made me understand more fully what it means to feel strongly about another person. It read something like:

I was laying in bed all night last night with a heavy load upon my eye lids that squeezed tears down my face thinking about you and how much I miss you being next to me. I layed awake all night with a heavy heart keeping me way down at the bottom of a deep dark place filled with memories of what it was like to be alone. Since you came into my life, I have been a better man than I was before. I wish I had more time on this day to tell you more about my love for you but we are leaving early. I am broken inside but knowing you are there makes me feel strong enough to bear the burden and meet the task. Through you I constantly remind myself of the goodness in people. You are the best example a man could have. Missing you, your friend Michael.

I just thought I would share this. Later! LLc 98.2

I wonder how many good and decent men and women have been lost to history due to the color of their skin. I wonder how many men and women stole from these good people and called whatever they took they're own. Ideas and philosophies have been lost and cheated upon by the stigma of racist beliefs. From this fact, we all have lost ground in the grand scheme of our inevitable march. There is a solution however, and it lies in the research process. By digging and digging into the past lives of forgotten people we can better learn the truth about things that occurred which have layed the framework for our lives now. From this information gathering we can allow the past lives of men and women to shine so we can bring them alive again in the minds eye. From there we can allow the past to truthfully infiltrate our lives to make a positive contribution to all those who should do the same in the future. This is learning, this is fair, and this is life.

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Timing and fate are two things that drive the world. Decisions are then made based on these things, whatever they may be. Control, that is for children. If control is what you seek, then you will surely be disappointed in the outcome. There are simply too many variables in the world to have any form of control. Laws try to control, but those who make the laws break the laws. Do they all break them? Yes, in one way or the other, they all do. In reality, our social world is fabricated on decisions and laws made after the fact. It is juvenile to think that laws will prevent anything. We all speed, most of us have drank and drove a vehicle, some people have done a significant amount of drugs; other people have found food, gambling, sex, alcohol (America's number one thing), and many other types of temporary bandaids to get them through. The bottom line is that timing and fate are all we have and these two things occur everyday. But we often restrain ourselves due to inner social pressure until the one day when we say fuck it and actually begin to live free to make mistake after mistake. Not because we want to, but because that is what is required when fate and timing are in play during any given situation or investigation