dreams they see

Is there a speech anyone can give that is not complete bullshit? Standing and talking says nothing for the sweat and tears of those who actually build things. These people are dreamers too, but they choose to create with their hands the dreams they see. They take the raw materials and hoist them high in the sky or low to the ground, fitting one piece together with another.
The words used by people in suits are self-designed and self-promoting. There is a flow to the structure that makes you laugh, think, and maybe reminisce about the better times that never were but can be again. Change is the inevitability of our life process. We need not press for it, only allow it to take place without earmarks by substandard people with far too much education and ego mixed with drive and connections. LLc 98.2

Sometimes getting lost is what needs to happen. Too often we find ourselves becoming something other than what we are or aspire to be. Often, what we become is far removed from what we feel is right. We get spellbound and county bound to one ideology; one systematic ritual of one thing leading to another. We do these things because we are required to make hard choices.
Since childhood we hear about what trials and tribulations our parents went through when they were young; which is all a load of crap because they were young and stupid once just like everyone else on this planet. They once screwed like Pygmy chipmunks in the forest just like all other 15 to 28 year old peeps. Once the kids come however, the chains and whips have to be put away only to be found years later by orphan kids in some cardboard box in Philadelphia. Most of the time I think we are all lost; lost in the mad barrage that is the equivalent of a slight of hand card trick in some side-show over in the Midwest someplace. We do not have to like being lost and drained from all the strenuous acting we have to do each day. Why do you think actors are so messed up? Yes we are all actors and we all get tired, which is why getting lost every now and again is such a good thing.

just screwed, get over it

I saw a commercial recently about how to keep skin looking luminescent. The actor was very young, about 20 or 21, and very sexy. As that actress gets older however, she will become less attractive and there is no amount of skin cream that will hide her age in the future. We are just fucked when it comes to that. Hold on to your youth they say. I laugh at them. Fuck them. Be proud of becoming older, fatter, and more and more unhappy. The alternative is unthought of, untaught, and unacceptable. LLc 98.2

expectations surpassed

If you go up to the sky, even momentarily in your mind, you would prefer it if that feeling were to remain forever. This is of course an impossibility, but those people who reach that certain climax maintain their successful persona by becoming aware early that the climax or goal is more easily attainable when the pursuit is varied and the result is unequal in its intensity. It is through the many variables in life we gain our character. Our character is the one thing in our lives that can actually improve when times are tougher. The distance in these cases between the sky and us is real and great, but the power of our character surpasses all Earthly and man-made expactations to the contrary. LLc 98.2

we do

It is amazing what we miss in life depending on where we were born or currently live. we dream of new york or california, but few of us actually see these places. we keep the dream inside where it has thrived forever it seems. maybe it's better there. maybe it's better inside. that way nobody can steal it or criticise it. i guess we all do that. i guess we do that well. llc 98.2

sublime separation

Inside the mind of every person exists an alternate life, one that is separated from the sublime. It is the wishful and imaginative one that has fewer fears and more ideas than the you that every sees. It has attached to itself no boundaries; not like the ones you have now. No, the alternate life is beyond reflection, it is beyond the symbolic show, and it has only wishes and dreams to fall back on. Some people believe that is enough. Still others believe that these boxed in desires are symbolic of some sort of inner flaw that exists within you. There are no flaws in these matters. To call into question what cannot be known is rediculous because the things I am talking about never get heard by anyone. The alternate life is just as important as the fake one we live now. LLc 98.2

planned packages and dreams

Sitting alone at your desk dreaming of the most fascinating journeys in life, you begin planning the package to increase the probability of higher comfort levels in all stages of travel. You decide on a destination. The journey is to be grand and the camera ready for even the most unusual sights at the most unusual times. As you arrive after many tedious hours of sleepiness and restlessness, you are tired and ready for food and rest. You do not know who you will meet or how much time you will have during the next day to see every sight and take in every delight, but you anticipate great things to experience.
Carrying out your plans is a total effort. Very much different than the lonely night at your desk when all was quiet and clear. Very much different than the reality you have experienced, your journey becomes remarkable from the very first morning of the very first day.
Reflecting back, the people you met along the way were from different cultures and countries. They all had their charm and essence. The person you became as a result of your journey is coated in what humanity brings to this planet: personality, pride, and progress.
Sitting alone at a desk is but one step in the greater process. If there need be such a sceme, may it be based solely upon a dream. All things begin there. LLc 98.2