out inside

Multi-media has diversified the human population. This multiplicity has, as with all things, its pro-s and con-s. Like all human realities in flux (hopefully), there are specific nuances that go with specific people that draw the emotional spirit out inside other's. The changes that occur hit deep within the wishing well and affect everything else after. This is shocking, this is truth, this is ultimate reality.
Multi-media changes us all into something we would rather be. We learn to be critical of things we believe other's cannot see. We place ourselves up upon the stump at the empty park free to see the people the way they ought to be. We love the dreams the actors provide, but what is not seen is the realities they hide. Multi-media is making us crash into ourselves, and we are doing it like willing rats in the maze. LLc 98.2

merge and blend

So much time we waist thinking about things we could have done differently. I for one can think of the same thing over and over again to the point where my stomach tightens and my thoughts run far away from me. I can become completely separated from my everything and nothing simultaneously. Like a zombie that smiles on occasion, I blend. Nobody knows I have not slept in eight days. Maybe this is because they too are in some sort of daze.
In general we have two formats to our existence. We have the one where we deal with the everyday occurances of life in a responsive type way and we also have the one where we simply become a part of the social world by blending in and smiling; not too much. Neither one says anything about who we are or what we believe in. Think about things slowly because everything moves too quickly to think about how we could have done things differently. LLc 98.2

tbc

This place is one big mantle piece; a pair of rustic and unauthentic entertainment book ends with such grand crap spread all over that we cannot distinguish one pile from the other. Yet we all jump right in for our long and daily swim through the muckity muck and excess junk. tbc LLc 98.2

peppermint sticks and snow cones

There was a miracle this morning and I was a part of it. The forces that showed themselves plainly allowed me to only for a second see the possibilities. I sat on the couch and removed my hat. Without thinking I tossed it with a twirl towards the hat rack thinking it would somehow catch just right and hang itself. The miracle happened. Not only did the hat catch the rack, it caught the one part of the rack I was looking at. Not one second later, the hat adjusted itself just as I would have had I placed it there with my own hand. It was a perfect miracle and it happened without me putting in any effort. It was done as if it had been done a thousand times before in exactly the same way. I suspect that if I were to go back in time and try that again the results would be quite different; maybe not, who is to say? Anyway, the miracle was real. It happened gracefully and without thought and it made me smile. To me, that's a pretty cool way to open up the day. How many miracles will you be a part of today? LLc 98.2

There are many who take and don't know how to balance that out by giving. Once someone gets in the habit of taking, any consideration for payback on their part is rare. It can become addictive. Because those who do nothing but take live an off balanced life, they can act as a sort of black hole that sucks everything in while kicking out nothing. Intentions may be good, but their stories rarely match from day to day; week to week as the struggle to maintain their taking mentality during the daily grind continues unabated. If they only knew what lies ahead of them. The natural world has a way of balancing these kind of people out. The universal rule is whatever you dish out, and it comes only from a selfish place, you can expect a minimum of ten times coming back to you. But the difference is that getting back ten times takes even more time and it comes from a wider group of people to include strangers, animals, and anything else that can have an effect on those who take. Over time these takers will require more and more as future circumstances will become like a juggling act with many dropped balls and unhappy children looking on in sadness and despair. LLc 98.2

many missed steps

Forcing an issue, any issue, even if it comes to life in the grandest of ways will never fill the hole all the way to the top. There will always be layers missing due to the many missed steps along the way. Each one of those steps needs to get really dirty over time. If just one step is jumped over due to a stain or skid mark from the dogs behind part, in the future there will be more than one time when a situation presents itself and you find no viable solution. In a panic you will do the easiest thing, the most likable and acceptable thing, just to keep the majority of criticisers off your back; if even for a day. If things work out fine over time, you will find yourself just like the rest and not at your best. LLc 98.2

poodles and puppets

Anything new scares us all, but the possibilty of the same should be even more so. We are wisher's and hoper's, dreamers and schemers.We are none the less creatures occupying land at a temporary status; in this place now; at this time, which belongs to us forever. That means life is itself timeless infinity. LLc 98.2