inclined to drive

We are all so afraid of poverty and not fitting in with the crowd we feel we need to fit in with that some people will do most anything to prevent these things from happening. For most of us keeping up appearances is all we think we have. Nobody ever stops to look around to see why we feel these ways. Nobody is encouraged, nor is anyone shown the way to their particular destination. For some reason our real destination always winds up in the unreal of our minds; our dreams. This we are encouraged to do.
For years we have heard how it is good to dream, but the real world has no place for dreamers. This is one reason why we are not inclined to drive toward the unreal. The dichotomy is that the social world is just like a dream, a bad dream filled with the walking musculature's of the never has beens. This is not their fault as they too were encouraged to do this and that and discouraged to dream. The exceptions in all cases however were people like, well, we all know who they are/were don't we? They were the one's in the books some people still read.
Imagine an educational system that created jobs for teachers, allowed for creative thinking that had some benefit to the community, and provided a well rounded and complete education that included music, art, metal shop, wood shop, as well as specialty classes for the academically inclined. Imagine school being a place of learning and creativity. Imagine.
How can this be? First, all upper level jobs would be eliminated. For far too long we have allowed politics to invade the future of the children. A new way with less at the top and more at the bottom will loosen up funding to not only have more teachers, but a variety of classes as well with more money going where it needs to go, into the pockets of the teachers and in each individual classroom. Shall I continue? LLc 98.2

sad

I heard a 27 year old woman say that it was too late for her in her life. She went on to say that she made the wrong choice in her life by marrying a sociopath. Also, she would have rather not let him anywhere near her vagina, ever! So, in her used up and snowed mind, she has resigned to the idea that she is screwed and there is nothing she can do about it. Because she is married to suck a prick, he uses any means necessary to keep her down and in his control while being a non-contributer to the family himself in any way, shape, or form. To look at this woman you would think she was in her late 30's. This all because she married a life sucker; soulless and without a caring bone in his worthless body and mind. So remember kids, if you marry someone, make damn sure they have a soul. LLc 98.2

red flag

You know, with all the bullshit and opinions and all the other crap we hear about each day, it's no wonder we have the highest number of people in the klink; more divorce; more alcoholism (including germany); more heart disease; more obesity, and more drugs and magazines and commercials to remedy each and every one; and a whole lot more, of the few ailments mentioned in this culture and they all work together in one big cyclonic pool of sewage, shit crap for us to sift through as we wait in earness for the next cock-sucker to be named american idol. LLc 98.2

authentic bliss

The beginning of the end always comes when things feel just right and you know from that point forward, whatever point that be, that there will never be a feeling to match this one and all things afterwards are a simple chain of events leading to the eventual demise of the relationship as a whole. Not to say that discontent cannot be habit forming and fun, but the idea here is to somehow be happy in as many different ways simultaneously as possible. This of course can be realized once one adjusts to the truth in their lives versus some unauthentic, fabricated social truth that holds no water here. The beginning is the end in itself to all things here in their eventualities. LLc 98.2

roots good

The immediacy of things is disrupting the flow of humanity as we embark on times that have no familiarity to us. This could be said for all future sights, but this is no normal time in our history. These days anything is possible through the media blare. All one needs is a camera and a blank blank account and he/she can become an instant celebrity. I just wonder about the value of celebrity status and if it is something one would wish on anyone. In our immediacy of things we forget about the human elements of people; the parts beyond the images and words where the feelings sprout from good roots and good ideas. LLc 98.2

mood changes

Moods change like the seasons, but the seasons exist within each of us. As the seasons in nature change, so too does our seasons or moods. When our mood changes, usually in a bad way, we tend to make bad choices and say the wrong things to the only people who would pick us up from jail in the middle of the night.
Our perception of the day is balanced only when we feel no spirited engagement within ourselves; no conflict; no desire for something unattainable and based in some temporary, daily status. Once a change of mood occurs and the balance is leaning too far this way or that, it is our perception and/or mood that incorporates itself into our remaining interactions thus offsetting and misfiring ourselves in the eyes, perhaps, of all the others. LLc 98.2

elements granted

A hero is someone who takes the tides against him. He is one who becomes battered with time and energies that are a detriment to any normal existence. He always comes out in the end on top of the world as he knows his temporary spot here has a specific place designed with him in mind. This is not a control thing by some other entity. There are few pieces to this chess-set. A hero is a definition of the misunderstood; a label falsely printed with an end in mind. There is no equity in heroic acts for they happen in the out of control elements of time and of space. LLc 98.2