today gone tomorrow

There is one thing that will hold up the processes of evaluation and that is simply being able to determine the differences between what is real and true versus what is either partially or completely fabricated. There are cases in which deception is a necessary and acceptable function within the social confines. But these various forms of utilitarian deception have a way of infiltrating the light of the soul, darkening it to specific and universal passivity.

There are patterns that fold over themselves, enveloping all that is both the individual and the masses.

Balls!

I saw the beginning gamblers rolling over to the 7-11 this evening gettin a few of them scratcher tickets from the California Lottery just like I used to do alone. These guys were smart, they were playing the big sister/little brother routine trying to get that extra nut for the weekend party's. I know the story, it's really a great time of life. It is that time of life where two siblings can bond over a game that could net them significant financial rewards. I've been so piss poor lately I am thinking of going to that lifestyle again on a more permanent basis. LLc 98.2

The world needs pretenders now more than ever. You see, it is the pretenders who become giants. But this process must begin within a frame of anothers choosing. This "another" is the unseen truth you feel but cannot interpret. You just know it's there. The "frame" is the context of a seemingly unexplored garden you already know. If it is forced or occurs out of context and/or at the wrong point in your personal history based on what you had to begin with; along with every socialization opportunity that has been either presented to you or some other thing, then the flow, or currents in life will be stronger. What comes through thye changing tides is a more refined and wiser you. To have that benefit of experience is more valuable than a graham cracker at Christmas. LLc 98.2

Life's 2

Often I see in people display their displaced anger. By that I mean that these people have more than one issue that is associated with being down or empty; self perceived to be caught in an unending routine that has no attachments to anything new, fun, or exciting. So they routinely pick on the same people making themselves look and feel even worse (and better) as a matter of routine. If they only knew where to go and who to talk too they could break the ties that bind inside and begin to live their lives free from self hatred and self crime. This part of themselves suits television best because through television there is always a remedy, a way to avoid real life; to temporarily live in the preferred life... The Secondary Life. LLc 98.2

Slots

We all dream about stepping out into that new post. But how to make that first move away from the comfort that can be complacency and judgement toward others who may seem to be having not as difficult a time of it, is a time consuming task in and of itself. The truth is, nothing new can be absorbed from a place of capture. It is not about pursuing the unattainable, it is much more than that. It is human. It is human to expand and create, to live the dream contrived in a single moment or over time. No restrictions, no rules, no limits. Those are parts of the course you will have the best lie from which to strike your next shot. (News from the Mountain) LLc 98.2

face fly

Reciprocity is a necessary and vital function within any societal structure, espacially between two people. Not because of what results from it, but because relationships rely on the idea that like minded individuals assist one another in the various life processes they encounter whether they be classified as good or bad. If expectation, and it always does, becomes a part of this reciprocal relationship and one is not holding his/her end of the couch up high enough to move it from one side of the room to the other, then reciprocity has been altared in a way that directly affects the life mood of both people. Change is a natural part of life and with these changes must come changes in behavior between people whether they be lovers or not; business partners or not, or just friends. There can be no same treatment in a reciprocal relationship over time, only the memories of what used to be in relation to the reality of the now. LLc 98.2