even if you feel everything in your heart you are one of the lucky ones... as confusing and difficult as it may be at times. the spirit world has a way of coming into our lives so that we may catch a glimpse of what real color looks like and what real bliss feels like.

There is a difference between loving what you do and being in-love with what you do and how you do it. Loving what you do means that the process or activity itself is what is the most fun. Being in love with what you do means that everything about the activity brings satisfaction. It is the activity plus all the people the activity affects that brings the most joy. An artist is someone who is in love with what he/she does.

originality isn't something that can be manufactured. Originality is ugly and full of mistakes. It is sometimes difficult and always interesting. I love the original people. They remind me of classic films.

It takes a man of courage, a real madman to step away from his life to lead the life he was meant to live. It really is a hell of a decision to make on ones own. For all those with the courage enough to change everything just to live a more... sensible life, well done and good luck.

My life is in a holding pattern right now. This is something not of my own choosing. In time I will see my dream come to fruition. But until that time, I will wait in vain. I will wait and try to heal myself from these god damn demons that seem to relish in my struggles.

I am alone today. I was alone yesterday. It seems everyday I am alone. Even when I am among friends or family, I feel alone. Maybe that is because I am alone in my world; we all are alone in our own worlds. Knowing this fact, I find it more and more difficult to want to leave my room, to talk with people, to not be alone. I must continue learning, dreaming, wanting to improve. But I am not sure what improvement means. I am alone today and that's okay with me... I think.

May this day be your best day. May you find the answer you were looking for and may that answer lead to even more answers. May you find peace where there once was anger and may you understand your value... not only to yourself, but to all those that surround you.