losses not

The inspiration inside is derived from within as it relates to the exterior self that relies on the people outside. Finding another who hears you talking from the inside with not a turning head or wandering eye is never an easy task. What generally happens is acceptance of another over a life of lonliness. We become half of who we once were and we forget certain things that are important to us. We make up for these loses through replacement and occupation of other things that eventually lead us astray from our happiness. Some like to call that growth, others call it something different. I call it a complete waist of time not even worthy of consideration at any time or place. What happens on the outside influences us all, but what occurs on the inside must be in line with your original intentions; before you grew up and accepted your losses so well.

everyone me

Those who look for simplicity among the difficulties we inevitably face simplify too much the situations that required muddled thinking to begin with. This fact however does not stop us from placing more wood on an already burning fire. This then becomes even more difficult to put out; some it takes a lifetime because the words used during these times of heat linger on inside the one who receives them. In time the one who spoke those words will look back on opportunities missed with that someone who is loved by him or her, which is why the words were used in the first place.
So now we have two occasions where decisions were made in a muddled way and the following words serve to settle no disputes but to increase them in time. Looking for simplicity, by looking alone, solves nothing but to postpone the inevitable. Face that which brought you there in the first place and find solutions through communication. Once the lines are available, dialogue can open a whole new relationship with the one's who hurt; all of us(you). Often times, once this new dialogue is established, simplicity can be found in time and that makes the process smoother for everyone involved.

none of it

I have become transfixed with what has transpired inside. The distance I have traveled is far removed from other roads traveled by other people, but the parallels however can be drawn for ever into the vastness of my arbitrary means that relies on the false powers and promises we show so freely. The wonders of honesty are gone now and we have become voyeuristic, disconnected, and forever isolated within the screen-self. We have become shackled up like prisoners of war and we have lost the ability to communicate on a face to face level. We have become traceable and we have graduated to the self inside where we become tuned in to what our subconscious is trying to tell us. I am transfixed with images just like you and none of it is real.

inability

There is no such thing as failure of purpose unless that purpose fails to recognize other people and the words they say. There is purpose in everything we do and what follows is usually predictable. If we manage to altar our purpose, we can surely expect variances in the different outcomes. From each new place we acquire a new lens from which to view the world so we may have a better understanding of how people live their lives. Insodoing we become familiar and willing to listen to other people when they speak of how they live and how they have become to be the way they are.
There can be nothing more valuable in this life than to have someone listen to every word that another says. The person speaking can understand on the inside that you are sincere with your ear and that what is being said is indeed worth every bit of the time it takes to make the thoughts open and complete. Only when necessary should any word be spoken when another is speaking from the heart and it is layered high enough for the clouds to feel it; only when called upon to speak should anyone break up the free flow of the usual and unusual, because they are synonymous with being human. Failure of purpose is the inability to listen, even when the situation may require otherwise. 98.2

drive endlessly

Drive through the endless and see what you can find. Jot it down in a place of kindness and serenity. You will see in time how you will call upon those times when you need them the most. But reliance on what has occured previous can alter the trail of creation from which we all draw our strength. Maybe sometimes that is a good thing. Maybe sometimes we can draw upon what we have done, as well as what others have done, so we may open new doors in ourselves. This is inspiration and it can come at the most awkward of times. When times become jaded and suspect, remember to draw from the well that is brimming with the thoughts of people who speak from the past times as well as those who speak in the here and now. There is value in that and that value can never be measured to its fullest by anybody, at any time.

denial persists

There are many who hate and there are many who will never take into consideration the facts about any given situation. They will retreat into themselves and rely upon the same old design; the very one that creates friction from within. To get away from that bad habbit they have to take risks that run contrary to the design set years before. This is not easy because those risks have been deemed rediculous and out of the ordinary. And so the continuation of lost causes persists within as denial becomes a part of everyday thought and action.

references from within

Double up on your promises to people you otherwise would not and listen to yourself. You tell yourself of the effort and make the decision to follow through or otherwise do. This deliberation can take seconds, or require more contemplation. Your worth is determined by the results of having said something that has no real value; not only to you, but also to the person you were referring to. By doubling up on promises, you can test yourself and the value of your word. If you fail, and we all do from time to time, then you can adjust more often and learn to close your mouth at the appropriate times when your words may actually mean something.