Very often we find ourselves in a place where we don't want to be. It could be a bad relationship. It could be a job of some kind. No Matter the circumstances, the sooner you break away from "that place" the better. Make a plan that is doable and follow through with it. Sure it may take some time, but that is better than wasting time being in a place you don't want to be.

Society is a human construction and nothing more. It must be maintained by everyone. If someone wants to make a change in their life they must first abandon the idea of social expectation. There is only one expectation one should have: take everyday step by step and formulate a plan that is doable.

Dismay

The social world is a lie. It makes us want. It makes us different, yet the same. There is nothing conservative about our social world. If we were to stop buying things we do not need, the economy would collapse and it would no longer be necessary to compare ourselves to other people. We are frequently told what to do, what to watch, and what to like and dislike. It's like there's a map and we are all following it to a hole in the ground.

Sometimes I am blank. I have nothing to say to anyone. Even if I try to hold a conversation, I remain quiet and want to go home. If I am home, then I am in trouble. There is nothing worse for me than having nothing to say and nothing to do. When these times do come, I try and write a few things down so I don't have to pay a shrink.

The worst and longest kind of alone is recognizing the fact that you are with someone that you no longer have feelings for. This "process" can be draining on the self which takes from the soul. Making the transition from being alone to being "alone' is a difficult one. But the rewards make up for the initial change and heartache.

Back around

I keep thinking about my first girlfriend, the one who taught me how to kiss properly. She is on my facebook page and is in a happy relationship. I am happy for her. She was a nice person back in junior high and I have no doubt that she carries those same good qualities with her today wherever she goes. Funny how life brings people back around.

There is absolutely no reason to deny yourself the things that you desire. Follow a step by step plan to achieve your goals. But the most important thing to remember is that it all takes time. There is no rush. Enjoy the ride along the way. Make new friends. Go out and see the world around you. Make the entire process enjoyable for yourself and those nearest to you.