Tuesday, April 5, 2016

away

I often feel down or out of sorts in one way or the other. I do not know where it comes from, this darkness. But I do know why it is there: to test me. I have got to believe that or I will lose my mind again. The one thing I never want to do is drink. But lately, drinking seems like it would be a pretty good way to avoid this darkness. The only problem with me and drinking is that we like each other way too much. After some time the darkest of times will return and I will want to die... again.

No comments: