it's feeding time, enjoy

Media can take us away from our design. It can take us away from the markers along life's highway. Media is the influence that has its own designs. These designs care nothing about us yet we love them so very much. We like the idea of not thinking for ourselves; to fall in line, to be shaded in like a fox in the pages of a child's coloring book. These things are bad and we are all suffering from it as we line up for the big feeding upon ourselves. LLc 98.2

deception we do well

If truth were to somehow play a role in the real world, then the real world would eat itself whole like nothing else could. Deceit is the way we live and it is through deceptive practices that the social world functions. This is nothing more than witchcraft. Yes witchcraft, and we all are a part of the process of lies. Mostly however, we just lie to ourselves often enough for us to have a place to be heard, because inside we believe we are that valuable. In deception there is no value, only money and comfort in the eyes of our fellow witches. The social world is a fallacy, an illusion set in motion long ago by really inspired people who thought one thing, said one thing, yet did another. Rarely is seen those who shine in all the rubble and mixtures we concoct. Our lies and self deceptions shall make unhappy ghosts of us all. LLc 98.2

procession of souls

It is the silence of the early morning that drives the day. It is the early morning time where we get things straight in our minds in preparation for our daily maneuvers on the big stage. Back stage we prepare and sing to ourselves the motivational tunes we love so much. In silence there is comfort. Think about it. If you work, you spend 8 to 10 hours in a 24 hour period doing things that need to be done even though you would much rather be doing something else. You sleep 3 to 8 hours a day. That's about 15 hours a day both doing something you would rather not be doing and sleeping. That leaaves about 9 hours to have a life. But these days our lives are infested with media influences from virtually every angle. Problem is, most of us believe all that crap even though most if not all of it is complete and utter bullshit. How sad we are to let media take us away from us. We no longer have choices in our own decision making processes because everything is itself processed and made elsewhere. The silence of the early morning is the one clear time in the day. After that life is one big fucking commercial. So sad to be here this way now. LLc 98.2

aging anxiety

Not everything can be explained away and put in a box up in the attic. We like to do that, place things away so as not to think about them. Often we do this from the inside. By that I mean we simply let the bad things people say and do; we let these things bother us for a spell, then we tell ourselves to put it away with all the others and move on because we are that strong. Thing is, what that does is allow a build up to take place inside that requires seepage or run off. That run off effects everyone around us because the feelings that come with that run off morph the interaction either through words or actions.
The anxiety of not knowing the origin of whatever it is that bothers us can be disturbing. Through repetition and habit we allow the anxiety to go unchecked making life even more difficult than it already is. Before long, our face changes and our4 body changes thus adding to the aging anxiety that serves not only as a reflection of life in our world today, but is a result of it. Through confrontation and communication all necessary adjustments can be made. Seek not the explanation for any one thing, seek only the feelings that come with the process of blind acceptance. LLc 98.2

The trials we face from day to day are grueling, even if that time is spent doing something we enjoy. If we still have energy at the end of the day, then the chances are good that that day was spent with a less than mentality. This could occur for us decorated in many ways. One way this can manifest is having some sort of job any monkey can do. Most jobs are like this, yet we always find a way to slide inside ourselves and wonder, wonder about something else that may be better. But we get far too comfortable in our placation and comparisons to make the necessary moves.
It is more of a trial to be someone who wonders than it is to be someone who believes the words and uses them in advantageous ways that benefit all parties involved. We face trials all the time, but what we need to do is use our senses, our guts, and our feelings to meander our way through this place we call home. Time is much better spent in the idea that something can be only if it is done with passion. Passion drains us and heals us at the same time where there is nothing left at the end of each day but reflections and future opportunities of the same. LLc 98.2

silent necessity

One of the worst kind of people on the planet are those who believe they are smart; a gift perhaps. Well, the only thing smart about us is the fact that we now have the capability to communicate globally. Forget about the ritualized performances we give each day as we fail to communicate with one another. No, we have transitioned our way into a land that has people who believe everything they see on television. Repeating what is heard on the tube makes no Rachel Ray out of you.
Television is nothing more than a market-place. To gain knowledge from T.V. is the same as gaining knowledge from an infant. Unless those claiming to have knowledge read something; experience something, or witness something that is stunningly spectacular, then their knowledge was gathered by someone who did one or all of these things. Smart people never say they are, they just are. Just as the man who does but does not speak, so too are the one's who remain in silence as a necessity to claim their prize.

stretching the same, down way down

People often say, "I do the best I can." This of course is an untruth but we use it anyway. We use a lot of things to get along in this world and most of them are completely untrue. We weigh our options and select the best avenue to wreck on. Once we have chosen our path, any deviation seems so unreal and unpromising. Doing the best you can is not possible; there just is not enough time in the day.
So we settle for things and placate to those we desire not to placate too. We wind up spending time with people who seem to have the same stretch of road as we do while making mental comparisons along the way. In our settlements we find the time to tell ourselves how well we are doing. But in reality we have closed off any possibility for changes to occur in any meaningful way. We become used to our ways of deception and make inner claims to ourselves that give reasonings to our immobility.
We don't do the best we can. If we did the economy would be flourishing and you would be better off than you are now-we all would. LLc 98.2